Things have pretty much been a huge improvement for me. We just shifted house like a few weeks ago so yeah. I'm three bus stops away from school now. I walk everyday so I guess I get my exercise at times. *sigh*

Work wise, every thing's pretty fine. KM and I are inseparable as always. I know I said I've given up on him but now I'm trying to ignore the feelings I have so as to not be disappointed if things don't go my way. We've been having alot of heart-to-heart talks though. I was totally surprised when he said that I'm his most trusted part-timer. *sigh*

School wise, well every thing's fine I guess. Nothing much to complain about since I hardly do anything at school. OKAY CORRECTION: not that I don't do anything but I'm pretty much in my own world. I hardly talk to the girls nowadays. I mostly talk to Chee Kin, Joanna, Hafiez, Matt, Shikin, Yi Xiang and Sakinah now.

Joanna and I can't relate to most of the girls coz most of their conversations seem just a tad childish for us to actually be involved in. *sigh* I don't know what the shit am i talking about.

*sigh* I think the only time I'll ever tell KM exactly how I feel is the day before I last see him. That way goodbye won't be as hard. He won't feel any guilt if he breaks my heart, and I won't feel ashamed to look him in the eye. But if he does return them, then good for me. Maybe I'll ask him out on my birthday... All I can do now is just be his friend, remain his most trusted person, give him a cordial smile every time I see him and ignore the cracking sound of my heart.

I'm only deluding myself. I want to forget- ain't that my biggest anti-climax?