Monday, January 18, 2010 ~ 3:43 PM
my sweetest mistake.
I AM LEFT WITH NOTHING MORE THAN UTTER CONFUSION.
*sigh*
been working non-stop for 3 days.
can barely feel my legs.
yesterday was the most hectic yet.
i did 3 tables practically by myself.
i used practically coz my partner was always MIA.
*sigh*
had alot of accidents too.
the bride and groom were about to take a photo with the people from one of my tables so i had to get out of the way.
then a couple from the table shifted their baby's stroller to this super narrow pathway (coz everybody was positioning to have their photos taken).
i had to walk through that pathway and i accidentally stepped on the wheel of the stroller, hence motioning me forward towards the door.
in a layman's, i head-butted the door.
then in the kitchen, i was talking to hua jie when i fell on my butt due to the wet floor.
the cook accidentally splashed hot water on my foot.
a plate fell on my foot.
and all the souzans (i dunnoe how to spell) from all three tables fell on my head when i carried it in one-by-one.
*sigh*
I SERIOUSLY AM ACCIDENT PRONE.
i'm surprised i can still walk.
*sigh*
honestly i'd rather have all these accidents while i'm at work than stay at home and constantly think of how miserable i am.
at least when i'm at work i don't think of anything else compared to when i'm at home and all i can ever think about is how everybody seems to have forgotten me.
SO MUCH FOR BEING FRIENDS MAN.
*sigh*
fuck.
shoutout: I CAN'T STOP THE BLEEDING. WHAT HAVE I DONE?
Thursday, January 14, 2010 ~ 7:30 PM
my sweetest mistake.
I'M A COWARD FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY.
to start off, i'm extremely happy to say i passed my O's!
15 POINTS BABY~!!!
was super happy but unfortunately the happiness died down coz i had nobody to celebrate with.
haa.
IT'S TIMES LIKE THESE THAT I WISH I HAVE SOMEONE WHO'D BE WITH ME THROUGH MY UPS AND DOWNS.
well as always, being stuck at home has been all but interesting
been doing along of brooding lately.
*sigh*
I'M TIRED OF FORCING MYSELF TO SMILE EVERYTIME.
*sigh*
this seriously sucks.
ONCE AGAIN, I AM ALONE.
figures.
PEOPLE WHO WANT TO DIE CAN NEVER DIE, AND PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE THEIR LIVES EBBED AWAY.
*sigh*
i hate not being able to talk to him for more than 5 minutes.
nowadays the longest conversation we've had was less than 3 minutes.
FUCKING SUCKS.
shoutout: I WANT TO FORGET SO MUCH.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 ~ 2:44 AM
my sweetest mistake.
wooo...
It's seriously been too long since I last updated.
prolly coz I keep changing blogs.
yeah yeah, the link's funny. COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE.
well, as everybody's in school now (since it's the school season again), I'm stuck at home once again...
3 DAYS AT HOME AND I ALREADY FEEL LIKE KILLING PEOPLE.
IT'S SO FREAKING BORING!!!
*sigh*
I want to go out!!! BUT EVERYBODY'S IN SCHOOL!!!
*sigh*
currently having this hair-pulling-kind-of-pain tummy ache.
bloody hell.
there's not much to type really.
JUST ME BEING STUCK IN THIS TRAIN OF NOSTALGIA AND WHAT-NOT.
*sigh* was looking at kylie's photo
SHE'S SOOOOOO FREAKING CUTE!!
apparently some idiot deleted her pics from my cam.
*sigh* and she had sooo many cute pics from there too.
talking to mr jordy ang AKA KOR online now.
we're both so freaking bored.
i told him that if we went to school today, WE'D BOTH BE BLOODY SCREWED.
i was looking at dear's pics also.
call me a stalker, obsessed or whatever shit, i just like looking at his pics.
it gives me a certain sense of satisfaction seeing him smile.
shoutout: YOU'RE ALL I WANT AND MORE. I'M HAPPY ENOUGH.
Saturday, January 2, 2010 ~ 2:14 AM
my sweetest mistake.
well it's finally 2010~
wee~~
i'm not a real "new year celebrating" type of person.
sure I get the buzz due to the fact that it's the NEW year but it eventually wears off.
hahaha.
SHORT-ATTENTION SPAN... WHAT CAN I DO??
summarized, the day was quite productive.
FINALLY CLEANED MY ROOM MAN!
ok, it's not clean clean clean but as long as the floor's shining and the tops are dust-free, I'm glad.
*smiles*
well it's 2010?
what exactly is there to look forward for in 2010?
I'M GONNA TURN 19 THIS YEAR!
hmmm... my results are gonna be released sometime this month...
SCARED!
hoping that this year may be more of an optimistic one for me.
what else is there to say??
well, I'm here to support dear 24/7 for his o's!!!
LITERALLY!
coz jfyi, if ever I pass my O's and be able to enter poly, school won't start till april so I'm pretty much free.
currently disposing of all my O level stuff.
hahahaha.
uber cool.
shoutout: OLE-OLE-OLE-OLE~!
