Sunday, November 8, 2009 ~ 10:02 PM
my sweetest mistake.
WOOOOO!!! holiday already!
*ahem*
technically, O level's not yet done but the only papers I have left are all MCQs sooo JAJAJAJAAA!
haaaa..
these past few days have been hell to me.
NOTHING MORE THAN EMOING AND SHIT.
since i was stuck in bed, might as well emo right?
seriously had so many ups and downs regarding my health.
until now i'm still recuperating so get well soon to me!
*sigh*
today pretty much sucked as well.
couldn't sleep again last night. *haven't been sleeping well the whole week*
so finally dozed off at around 6 and woke up at 8 to get ready for church.
KILLER MAN.
*sigh*
then blah blah blah.
went to church yadda yadda.
he called me and since i wasn't free to talk to him he asked when my church would end and i told him at 11.
so the bugger said he'd call at that time so blah blah blah smiley face.
then church ended and i waited for my phone to ring.
ALL I GOT WERE MESSAGES FROM ERIC AND JORDY.
i swore i was literally looking at my phone every 5 minutes to check whether or not he called.
i was foolishly honest enough to wait for him to call.
frustration filled me up so badly i cried.
I CRY WHEN I GET REALLY REALLY REALLY ANGRY.
i don't know why but no matter how much i don't want to cry, it just keeps dropping.
*sigh*
now i'm too tired to even wait anymore.
maybe he's got an excuse and i'm sure it's valid enough but i just want to lie in my own grave and never have to hear anything again.
shoutout: ADIEU.
