Friday, October 30, 2009 ~ 9:16 PM
my sweetest mistake.
I HATE BEING STUCK IN THE MIDDLE.
i hate my parents so so much.
it's so irritating when they argue and my mom will always let out all her frustrations about daddy on me.
everytime she's angry at him, i'm the one who gets yelled at.
THEY KEEP ASKING ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM.
there are times that i just want to run away.
go to some faraway place and take on a new name.
marry some guy and just be known as someone else completely.
*sigh*
but then again, life ain't as easy as that.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i seriously want to not bother about all this arguement but i'm the type of person who cannot stop thinking about this kind of thing.
afterall, my future depends on the person i'd live with.
IF I STAYED WITH MOMMY, MY LIFE WILL BE A LIVING HELL.
IF I STAYED WITH DADDY, MY LIFE WILL BE A BORING LIVING HELL.
somebody give me another option.
i don't want to choose...
truth be told i don't even think i have any choices to choose from.
my life, in a nutshell, is gonna be so f-ed up no matter whom i stay with.
*sigh*
the highlight of my day is I CLEANED MY ROOM!
yay for me~!
totally discarded my bed frame and decided to just put the mattress on the floor.
less space consuming and less areas for dirt to accumulate on.
WOO!
watched the golf game on tv.
hoped that i'd see dear there *coz he was watching*
unfortunately i got bored so i flipped to the next channel.
haha. blame my lack of interest in a rich man's sport.
hmm... slept late last night, around 4.30 i think, in hopes that my phone will ring with a ringtone i want to hear.
it didn't.
so blah blah blah.
today wasn't bad but it wasn't a red letter day too.
ONCE AGAIN, I'M STUCK IN BETWEEN.
shoutout: I'D WALK A THOUSAND MILES IF I COULD JUST SEE YOU TONIGHT.
