Sunday, August 9, 2009 ~ 10:41 PM
my sweetest mistake.
woo~! it's sunday again.
i don't really feel like talking about what happened today coz NOTHING THAT'S OUT OF THE ORDINARY HAPPENED TODAY.
well the youth did celebrate the AUGUST BABIES' BIRTHDAY.
loved the cake man.
after church immediately went home coz i only slept for two hours the night before.
so yeah... basically that's it.
anyway there's no classes tomorrow so gonna be having some well-earned sleep today.
SUPER PSYCHED ABOUT WEDNESDAY.
somebody kept asking me what i wanted for my birthday.
I DIDN'T WANT TO SAY ACTUALLY BUT EVENTUALLY ENDED UP GIVING IN.
i told the person i wanted teddies and guess what, 18 ROSES.
not sure though whether it'd be given to me so yeah...
KEEPING MY HOPES LOW.
so yeah...
haven't talked to him in awhile.
IF HE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME OR EVEN BOTHER TO SHOW HIMSELF TO ME, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE.
i'm tired of always being the one who's trying to make it work.
I CAN'T ALWAYS MAKE EXCUSES FOR HIM.
shoutout: YOUR TEARS AND MINE.
Saturday, August 8, 2009 ~ 8:08 PM
my sweetest mistake.
CATCHING A FALLING STAR AND PUTTING IN MY POCKET.this week has been super duper fun.
ALTHOUGH THE DAYS CAN BE QUITE CRAPPY, the moment i reach home, MY DAY BRIGHTENS UP.i can't help but anticipate every phone call.
well yesterday was the celebration for national day in my school.
meaning it was also the cca awards ceremony in school.
and yay!
I RECEIVED A DISTINCTION FOR MY CHOIR AND MERIT FOR MEDIA.
harharhar.
so afterwards went to meet yi zhong and grace at the art room.
then helped kevin with his art-thingy.
SO BLAH BLAH BLAH.
FAST -FORWARDING.then me, grace, nigel, and yu xian went to yi zhong's house to study.
seriously when i saw his house,
I WAS FUCKING STUNNED.IT WAS SERIOUSLY HUGE!so went inside and studied.
WELL ACTUALLY
THEY STUDIED.
I JUST HELPED CLEAR THEIR DOUBTS ON CERTAIN SUBJECTS.
so yeah... was in yi zhong's house from 11- 5pm.
SUPER FUN MAN!hahaha... then somewhere in between jordy and jeco came.
didn't see jeco the whole week so i wasn't really expecting to see him.anyway yeah...
SAW YI ZHONG'S WHOLE HOUSE.me: (to grace) eh you know, this is the type of house i've always dreamed of having when i get married.
grace: (nonchalantly) is that so? THEN MARRY YI ZHONG LAH~!!then yi zhong was like
"WHAT DOES TABALADA WANT FOR HER BIRTHDAY?"
then jordy, nigel, yu xian, and yi zhong kept calling me,
"TABALADA!" or
"JI MAN!" (coz my chinese name's ZHI MAN... they mixed it with jemimah..)so at around 3++ my energy level slowly depleted coz it was sooooo cold and i was quite silent.
then yi zhong, grace and yu xian accompanied me to,
what the heck,
THE ROOFTOP GARDEN.it was seriously so nice.
i actually wanted to jump but then they kept stopping me.
so i urged the three of them to go down coz i didn't want them to be so bored with me.
BUT THEY WOULDN'T LEAVE ME ALONE COZ THEY WERE SCARED I'D ACTUALLY JUMP.so went down to the living room again and almost fell asleep on the couch.
then eventually went home.
jeco: what are your cousins doing here?
me: oh they're celebrating my birthday with me.
jeco: (pause) oh? WHEN'S YOUR BIRTHDAY?was seriously friggin pissed.
like
what the hell man.
shoutout:
I KNOW WHO CARES FOR ME NOW.
Monday, August 3, 2009 ~ 8:40 PM
my sweetest mistake.
weee~~!!
well today was a rather fast day.
didn't see mr tan coz he was on course today.
SAD. lol.
well anyway still talking to yi zhong.
IT'S SERIOUSLY FUN TALKING TO HIM.i know it's weird, him being my ex and all but hey, we're still friends.
so yeah.
went home with jeco today...
HE KEPT BULLYING ME...lol...
so anyway this morning i was in the bus on the way to school then i thought to myself,
"EH... WHAT DATE IS IT TODAY?"then i saw that it was already the 3rd of august...
then there was this awkward pause.
"EH!!!! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY NEXT WEEK!!!" was what flowed through my mind.
so yeah... pretty psyched about it.
then we had an assembly this morning too
*after sooooo long* then we had an attire check afterwards.
WAS SUPER SCARED COZ I DIDN'T WEAR MY SCHOOL SOCKS.i could only find half of the pair.
IT WOULD BE FUNNY IF I ONLY WORE ONE SOCK WITH THE SCHOOL LOGO IN IT.
note to self: buy new socks.
i'm hoping that this week would be pretty much ok.
i have a feeling that it may be a very fun week.
OK BACK TO EMOING!!!!i'm confused and my heart is the same.
I'M STUCK IN BETWEEN MY PRESENT AND MY PAST.shoutout:
WILL YOU BE THE ONE WHO'LL CATCH MY TEARS WHEN IT'S OVER?
Sunday, August 2, 2009 ~ 7:09 PM
my sweetest mistake.
wooo~~!!!
decided to update for absolutely no reason at all...
so what happened to me since yesterday?
well, right after blogging, i had a very very weird conversation with alot of people.
anyway at around 12 ++, i was talking to, you'll never guess it, YI ZHONG.
so we were talking on the phone from 12++ till 2 am.
hahaha...
WAS SERIOUSLY HAPPY TO BE IN TALKING TERMS WITH HIM AGAIN.
so yeah. as usual we were talking about the same old same old things ( school, teachers, friends all that shit)
then blah blah blah, decided to sleep already.
THEN THE ALARM RINGS TO WAKE ME UP TO A NEW DAY.
so hurried to bathe and get myself ready for church and yadda yadda.
went for communion and blah.
I DIDN'T REALLY GO OUT WITH THE YOUTH TODAY COZ HONESTLY, I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO BE AROUND THEIR HAPPINESS FOR A WHILE.
so upon making that decision, i went to the youth room to console myself in my own depression and shit.
then jem and joy were there jamming so i jammed with them too and then esther and ruth arrived.
WE WERE IN OUR OWN WORLD, OBLIVIOUS TO THE SURROUNDINGS.
so anyway, went to tita odie's to have lunch with them and finally went home.
AT HOME, didn't do much except my swearing at the bloody internet for being so fucking slow.
so yi zhong buzzed me again on msn then we talked on the phone.
we just ended our conversation actually.
IT WAS TRULY A FUN CONVO.
i was laughing like there was no tomorrow.
it was weird coz i never expected to have such a relaxing conversation with an ex.
anyway we talked about a lot of things.
MOST OF THEM BOOSTING MY EGO.
found out alot about us...
so yeah... we promised each other secrets that we cannot tell.
QUITE FUN ACTUALLY.
well WE DECIDED TO CONTINUE OUR CONVO TOMORROW OR LATER ON. (ep 3!)
shoutout: YOU KNOW ME TOO WELL.
Saturday, August 1, 2009 ~ 11:37 PM
my sweetest mistake.
well haven't been blogging alot lately...
some happenings about this week:
first off, mr ang told us about the merger between chai chee sec and bedok town sec.
i didn't really care at first coz i'm like, leaving this year.
but then i was reading stomp *stupid right?* then i saw these articles about CCSS and BTSS students slamming each other.
well i'm not really going to comment but i do hope that PEOPLE WOULD REALIZE THAT EVEN THOUGH THERE WAS ONE CCSS STUDENT WHO STARTED TRASH-TALKING BTSS, NOT ALL CCSS STUDENTS ARE LIKE THAT.
it's just that there's this handful of students from, maybe, both schools that tarnish the names of the school.
moving on, well i've been spending some quality time with sweets.
this week has just been so ecstatic...
except for friday...
MY BACK WAS ACHING LIKE FCUK.
...
i was going to blog something but it seems like the thought has flown away.
GAWD. I WANT TOP SO MUCH.
i feel like smooching him till he turns red.
LOL.
shoutout: IT'S NOT ALWAYS THIS WAY.
