Monday, July 27, 2009 ~ 5:47 PM
my sweetest mistake.
FINALLY!! after so many trial and errors i've finally found a blogskin that i like!!!
lol!
well jeco just left my house a couple of minutes ago...
OF COURSE NOT BEFORE LEAVING ME WITH THE BEST BEST BEST KISS.
nyaha.
i'm so happy...
I THOUGHT HE WAS ANGRY AT ME TURNS OUT HE WASN'T.
today was probably the best day we've spent together.
hahaha...
i dunnoe why but when it comes to jeco, all my shyness seem to sprout.
it's like i always want to be good in his eyes.
SERIOUSLY, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER FELT THIS WAY TOWARDS A GUY.
i'm seriously happy when i talk to him coz even though there's always those awkward pauses in between our conversations, we always found a way to make it less awkward.
plus, he always surprise me coz i really don't expect anything from him.
he's not the most romantic guy i know but he allows me to be as romantic, as cuddly, as clingy as i want with him...
HE'S ALL THAT I WANT AND MORE.
i'm content enough with him...
shoutout: LIPS LOCKED, HEARTS BECOME ONE.
Friday, July 24, 2009 ~ 4:16 PM
my sweetest mistake.
WOW!!! it's been super long since i last blogged.
well finally got back all my results and i did quite ok considering that i never ever studied except for chem.
well today and yesterday are the most fun days i've had so far.
i went to a PESA competition yesterday and it was seriously fun.
OH YEAH!!! I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT EUGENE WAS A RELIEF TEACHER IN MY SCHOOL FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!!!
so cool.
anyway, so the competition ended at around 12 so me and ms hafizah went to cathay to get something to eat then just talked to her and finally went back to school.
BY THE TIME I WENT BACK TO SCHOOL, CHEMISTRY WAS ALMOST ENDING.
then i found out i had a-maths remedial for and hour so was pretty upset coz i wanted to go somewhere.
so blah blah blah...
anyway, after classes, i was walking with sam downstairs when i saw my sweets at the canteen
ME: HEY... HOW COME YOU'RE STILL HERE? WHO YOU WAITING FOR?
JECO: (gives me that face as if the answer was so obvious) HUH? YOU OF COURSE!!
so yeah... totally stunned coz that was the first time he waited for me without me saying so.
so was in a good mood home coz he sent me home *fluttering hearts*
it's been so long since i really spent some one-on-one time with him hence the smiles.
then he left my house after giving me a goodbye kiss* more fluttering hearts*
WAS SERIOUSLY IN A DAMN GOOD MOOD YESTERDAY... until my brother had to piss me off.
today didn't start off too well.
i woke up and i immediately knew my fever was back but just like the idiot i am, I STILL CHOSE TO GO TO SCHOOL.
funny thing was i was randomly hugging people then when they hug back and i tell them that i have a fever, THEY GIVE ME ALL THOSE SHOCKED FACES THAT WERE SERIOUSLY HI-LA-RI-OUS!
then went to holly's class coz i wanted to talk to her.
ME: (as loudly as possible) PSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST! (to holly)
JECO: (turns back, sees me, puts down his bag and walks towards me)
ME: haha. NOT YOU!!!
super funny.
then me and danah went inside 4n3 classroom then i poked him and he pinched me for tickling him.
then i asked him if he wanted to go out after school then he said it's a date.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY~!
anyway the usual shit occurred afterwards.
so went to meet him at the canteen and i was pretty tired due to my fever.
POCH, TWEET, AND GRACE WERE LIKE, "GO HOME ALREADY!!! YOU HAVE A FEVER~!!!!!"
lol.
soon after, i was talking to yu xian, chuan sin, aron, peng siew, and nizam while he played soccer.
then he came blah blah blah....
so we left for tampines.
at the bus i was completely drained of energy, shivering from the cold aircon...
i can't really remember what happened except that i ended up falling asleep on jeco's shoulder while interlocking our hands.
i know i've said this a million times but I LOVE HIS WARMTH SOOOOO MUCH.
we arrived at tampines interchange so he woke me up then we walked around while still interlocked.
I CAN'T REALLY RECALL MUCH ANYMORE COZ I WAS ON CLOUD NINE THE WHOLE TIME.
so we had to go home and of course, he waited for the bus with me when benson arrived.
then the bus arrived and then it happened.
HE KISSED ME RIGHT IN FRONT OF BENSON!
was shocked coz normally he'd just kiss me on the cheek unless we're alone.
so yeahhh.
was so thrilled that i didn't feel as sluggish as i was in the morning until i arrived home.
hahaha.
SUPER COOL.
shoutout: THINGS CAN'T GET ANY SWEETER THAN THIS.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ~ 4:11 PM
my sweetest mistake.
MY LIFE IS SERIOUSLY SPINNING OUT OF PROPORTIONS.well two more papers left and it's the subjects that i
LOATHE the most:
AMATHS AND BIO.
*sigh*
I'VE BEEN SO MAD AT HIM FOR SO LONG YET HE STILL HAS NO IDEA.*sigh*
i seriously don't know what i'm gonna do...
HONESTLY I'VE CHANGED BOYFRIENDS SO MANY TIMES THAT THERE'S THIS CERTAIN NUMBNESS IN MY HEART.
with all the guys before, i ALWAYS ALWAYS expected them to try their best to make me happy.
I ALWAYS EXPECTED THEM TO FULFILL MY DEMANDS.
but now... I JUST FEEL LIKE PROTECTING HIM.
i don't know what from though...
I WANT TO GIVE HIM HAPPINESS THAT I KNOW I CAN GIVE HIM.though it may not seem like it, he's more mature than me.
HE KNOWS SO MUCH MORE THAN ME IN ASPECTS MORE THAN ONE.
it was probably stupid of me to think i can protect him when i can't even protect myself.
*sigh*
I WISH I HAD THE COURAGE TO TELL YOU ALL THE THINGS I WANT TO SAY.ALL THE FRUSTATIONS BUNDLED UP IN ME.
I MAY SMILE MOST OF THE TIME BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT HURT BY YOU.
i've heard so many things.
shoutout:
FEELING MYSELF SUFFOCATING.
Friday, July 10, 2009 ~ 9:51 PM
my sweetest mistake.
yay~!
finally found some time to blog.
well AS SOME MAY KNOW, NOW IS THE 2ND DAY OF OUR PRELIMS.
damn scared man...
*sigh*
this day quite crappy.
I COULDN'T STUDY MY SS COZ MY SS BOOK WAS WITH HIM.I SERIOUSLY SUCKED AT MY MATHS P1.AND TO TOP IT ALL OF, I EXPECTED HIM TO WAIT FOR ME AFTER SCHOOL BUT THEN HE DIDN'T.i know it may not be a big thing to others but it's a big thing to me coz
I WAIT 3 FREAKING HOURS JUST FOR HIM TO FINISH PLAYING SOCCER AND HE CAN'T EVEN WAIT 30 MINUTES FOR ME.freaking tired already...
so went to orchard with nitipat, sammie and eric.
THANKS TO ERIC WHO TRIED HIS BEST TO CHEER ME UP.then i got introduced to super nice noodles from takashimaya.
then julian and meylisa came then la la la...
quite a long story.
what we mostly did was sit in the i- store in cineleisure while meylisa, julian and amelia took photos.
then blahhhh.
went near the arcade there then sat down and took photos with nitipat!!!ok fine i edited it. LOL~!
FOR FUN ONLY!!!
LOL...
so eric and nitipat sent me home then la la la..
i'm back to being all emo and shit again.
*sigh*
I ONLY HAVE A FEW MINUTES WITH YOU EVERYDAY AND YET YOU STILL DON'T WANT TO SPEND IT WITH ME.shoutout:
WAKE ME UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 ~ 7:55 PM
my sweetest mistake.
OK!!! RANDOM TEST ERN TAGGED ME TO DO.1) Who was the last person you texted ?
- nobody. PHONE NO CREDIT.
2) Who was the first person texted you today ?
- NOBODY LARH!
3) Who was the last person you just met ?
- dunnoe leh.
JECO.4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- at times.
5) What time did you go to bed last night ?
- can't remember.
6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?
- sure. STILL DO.
7) Do you want someone dead ?
- nahhh.
LATER GUANAN CALL ME MORBID AGAIN.8) What are you thinking right now ?
-SHOULD I STUDY FOR MY PRELIMS THOUGH I KNOW I'M GOING TO FAIL?9) Who was the last person you took picture with ?
- can't recall. been very long.
10) Do you wish someone was with you right now ?
- ...YEAH.
11) Who are you talking to right now ?
- nobody.
12) What does the last message says ?
- message where?
13) Is someone in your mind ?
- ... yeah.
14) Who is complaining to you right now ?
- nobody... everybody's happy right now.
15) 10 people tagged to do quiz .
1. Holly
2. Ern
3. JECO
4. Eric
5. Grace
6. Setho
7. Nyamo
8. Poch
9. Benson
10. Buncha
16) When was the last time you chatted with 3 ?
- this afternoon.
17) What if 5 & 10 quarrel ?
- lol~! cannot lah. too chummy.
18) Who is 1 having a relationship with ?
- nobodyyyyy.
19) Is 9 fierce ?
- when it comes to Jarah he might be.
20) Is 3 & 4 studying in the same school ?
- YEAH.
but 4 hates 3.21) Who is 2 to you ?
-
MY ERNNIE WERNNIE.22) How did you know 10 ?
- DAUGHTER!!
23) When did you last talk with 6 & 8 ?
6: last sunday
8: this afternoon.
24) Are you close with 7 ?
-sure!!!
25) How long have you known 1 ?
- 3 years!
26) What if 5 & 7 fight ?
- they dunnoe each other.
27) How long have you since known 9 ?
- since sec 1.
28) Say something about number 2 .
- heartbroken. :(((
29) Is 4 trustworthy ?
- in some aspects.
30) Who is 1 to you ?
- my ex wifey!! AND
BIG BAHT NUMBER 2!!31) Do you argue with 7 every time ?
- oh no.. we've never argued.
32) How well do you know 5 ?
- inside out.
33) Do you know things about 1 ?
- ALOT ALOT ALOT!
34) Is 2 & 9 classmates ?
- no. 9 is older.
35) What if 4 & 10 fight ?
-HAHAHAHA!!! THEY ARGUE EVERYDAY!!
and so, i'm done.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ~ 5:26 PM
my sweetest mistake.
well it's tuesday again...
AND I THOUGHT IT WAS MONDAY. bullshit.nothing much happened today.
just went to school, disturbed nitipat and eric, then blah blah blah usual shit.
talking to lex now on YM. woo~!
HAVEN'T TALKED TO HIM IN 3 YEARS.not really in the mood to blog at the moment.
shoutout:
BECOMING LESS SANE EVERY MINUTE.
Sunday, July 5, 2009 ~ 9:12 PM
my sweetest mistake.
wooo...
currently watching
Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.weeee~
well it's currently just my mom, me and ben here at home.
my brother went to sleepover at jia le's house together with christian.
well,
setho, asyraf, fabian, terence and christian came over to play some stuff today.quite fun quite fun...
well tomorrow's a school holiday coz YOUTH DAY.
blah... wish i could spend the day with him...
but i'm not too sure anymore.
shoutout:
STOP USING ME FOR YOUR OWN PLEASURE.
Friday, July 3, 2009 ~ 3:12 PM
my sweetest mistake.
Currently in school and using eric's phone to blog. . .
Fucked up. . .
Nothing to do go school. . .
I was waiting for Him to finish playing soccer but now i'm not too sure what i'm doing also. . .
Shaun and the gang just left so yeah. . Nobody to talk to already. . .
Like wtf sia. . .
Psp more important than me. . .
Bullshit. . .
Well update again later when i get home. .
Hopefully i can blog about something nice and worth reading. . .
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 ~ 7:55 PM
my sweetest mistake.
MY NEW BLOGSKIN REALLY SUCKS.i'm going to keep it this way for a few days until i find the RIGHT BLOGSKIN!!bear with me ok?!
