Humanimal. =]

Friday, May 1, 2009 ~ 3:59 PM

my sweetest mistake.

well it's been another week since i last posted.

first of all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUICHI, YAMONE, AND JUSTUS!!!

bleh.

well nothing much happened the whole week.

mr tan didn't come to school until yesterday coz his kids were sick so yeah.

MR TAN'S FANS WERE CAUSING AN UPROAR. lol

zhi han, grace and jeco went to my house this wednesday then we just did some funny funny stuff.

grace wanted sok san to come next time.

GRACE: NEXT TIME BRING SOK SAN!!
JECO: (to grace) YEAH! THEN YOU TAKE SOK SAN, I'LL TAKE JEM!

wtf...

bleh.

well alot of things are happening in my life right now.

my parents are still arguing by the way, and i'm the one who gets to be the one they bring out their frustrations to.

everybody's suffering form PMS now.

keep shouting at me and all that shit.

I JUST WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE QUIET AND JUST TALK TO SOMEBODY.

i've already lost faith in everything.

i've lost trust in myself.

i don't know what to do anymore.

I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I'VE ALREADY TRIED TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO MAKE MY PARENT'S BURDEN LIGHTER.

i'm the cause of their problems so i should just be the one to disappear.

there's not much i can do anymore.

MY FAMILY'S THE FIRST THING TO FALL APART IN MY LIFE.

i want to be where he is...

i'm only happy when he's around.

but i don't even know how long this happiness will last or even if this happiness is even real.

I'M LOSING CONTROL OF MY LIFE.

shoutout: DON'T MAKE ME FALL FOR YOU IF YOU'RE ONLY GONNA BREAK MY HEART.