Saturday, May 30, 2009 ~ 10:08 AM
my sweetest mistake.
WOO!! MY BLOG IS SERIOUSLY FULL OF DUST NOW.couldn't blog that much for the past week coz there was mother tongue intensive...
NOT THAT IT HAS ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME BECAUSE I DON'T TAKE MOTHER TONGUE.
lol.
i was just trying to finish at least half of my mountains of homework piled up for the june hollidays.
well nothing much really happened for the whole week.
YESTERDAY WAS OUR FIRST MONTH!!!we didn't really give each other anything coz yeah...
FLAT BROKE.so anyway, our school made all the sec 4s and 5s to watch this play entitled THE MAGIC FLUTE yesterday.
and it was at night so was quite happy coz i can spend more time with my sweetheart.
so basically, grace went to my house then we "prettied" ourselves.
SHE EVEN CURLED MY HAIR!!! i'll probably post the pic on facebook.
then blah blah went to school again with benson and jarah
somemore blah blahs went to the toilet and then when we walked back to the canteen and
THEN!!! BENSON AND MY SWEETHEART POPPED OUT!!then he was like, " EHHHH!!" then i was like, "huh?" then grace was like, "EH! she looks very pretty right?! thanks to me!!!"
and you know what he did?
HE SCOLDED GRACE.so was kind of down because of that.
then blah blah blah.
JECO: EH JEM!
ME: aye?
JECO: you want to go out later afterwards?
ME: anything.
JECO: (to somebody) AHHH! what kind of boyfriend am i?!?! i forgot to buy something!!!then he smsed me that we may go out on sunday.
so was emoing with jarah on the bus coz both our boyfriedns were in another bus.
jarah wanted to seat with benson during the play so
i SUGGESTED that she tell benson to make the person sitting next to him exchange seats with jeco then jeco switch places with jarah.
SURPRISINGLY THAT'S WHAT THEY DID!!!so yeah he was sitting beside me and blah.
didn't really talk much coz i wasn't in a talking mood anymore then of course he noticed it and kept asking what was wrong.
this scenes only include me emoing and blah so let's fast forward shall we??
OK GAME!
scene:
IN THE BUS SITTING BESIDE JARAH.so i seriously wanted to cry for some reason i do not want to say when out of nowhere, benson and him came inside our bus!
so of course, he sat beside me.
JECO: why are you so sad?
ME: huh? who said i was sad?
JECO: are you sad coz your dad left already?
ME:(sarcastically) no. i'm already used to it.so i didn't really want to stay so sad anymore so i put my arm around his then just cuddled myself against him.
SURPRISINGLY, HE RESPONDED IN THE SAME WAY!then i rested my head on his shoulder and his hand kind of cupped my face.
WOOOOOO!! WE SERIOUSLY HAD OUR MOMENT THERE!!fast forward again!!
so after jarah and benson's attempt to make out in public failed and them sitting at another couple seat and danah's failed attempt to flirt with chuan sin, my sweetheart and i just kept staring out the window like idiots.
i felt guilty coz if only i wasn't having such odd mood swings, then maybe we could've cuddled like that for a long time now.so yeah i looked at him then gave him a peck of the cheek and whispered, "happy one month" then tried to hide my obvious blush.
just as the bus was about to curve in to sennet road,
he kissed me twice- once on the cheek and a light, soft kiss on the lips!!!so we went down from the bus then headed towards the bus stop.
ONE MORE SUPRISE: he was ok with us being lovey dovey in public!i mean coz we're kinda keeping it low profile at the moment.
so quite alot of people were shocked to see us holding hands.
GRACE: (looks to her left and right and says to nizam) EH NIZAM!! you see ah, to my left (me and jeco) they're cuddling each other, then to my right (jarah and beson) they're also doing the same!! COME NIZAM!! LET ME TOUCH YOU!!!so in the bus, i sat beside him again then grace was all alone so i told her to flirt with the old, balding man in front of her.
then i put my arm around his again and locked my fingers to his and he also did the same.THIS DAY WAS SERIOUSLY FULL OF SURPRISES FOR ME!then i fell asleep on his shoulder and him at the top of my head.so at the interchange, we ate ice cream for a while then gave him another peck at the cheek before running towards the bus.
I DON'T REALLY DO THIS KIND OF THING ALOT SO I BLUSH EXCESSIVELY WHEN DOING SO.so yeah...
smsed him and laughed with grace before we both fell asleep.
woohoo!
so yup yup!!! that's how i spent my first month with my sweetheart.
what i liked about it was it felt so surreal to feel his warmth through his shirt and to feel his heartbeat and know that it's beating to the same rhythm as mine.AND HE SMELT SOOOOOOO SEDUCTIVE BECAUSE OF HIS COLOGNE!!!hehehe.
shoutout:
EVEN IF YOU HAVE NO MORE CHARM, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
