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Friday, April 24, 2009 ~ 8:38 PM
my sweetest mistake.

gah... AGE IS CATCHING UP TO ME.

this past two weeks have been so uber cool.

last friday was our CROSS COUNTRY. sucks.

anyway i passed so yay!

then tuesday had SYF!!! WE WON SILVER!!

yay.

then thursday had NAPFA TEST.

the biggest surprise to me was that i did better than last year!!

especially for my sit-and-reach!!

last year i couldn't even do 40 cm and now i can do 50!!

UBER COOL MAN!

well class has been all but interesting.

gawd.

now my back is aching like hell.

TO SHANICE! SORRY I COULDN'T UPLOAD THE PHOTOS. MY COM IS LAGGING RIGHT NOW SO YEAH. SORRY!!

blah.

talked to wyn the other day and just chatted again..

oh yeah. tuesday right? after syf performance, we went back for our class.

so setting is AMATHS LESSON!!

so i'm sitting at my chair then i happened to see this botak guy at the staircase.

1st thought: IT'S FREAKING HOT AND HE'S WEARING A BLOODY JACKET.

2nd thought: HE LOOKS FAMILIAR.

so i shrugged him off then copied the notes again.

then i looked at the door again and the guy waved at me.

3rd thought: WHAT THE HELL. ANYHOW WAVE AT PEOPLE.

so azhar suddenly asked permission from mr tan to go to the toilet then once he left class, he talked to the guy.

then the guy went to my class *at the door* then said to mr tan, "Hi 'CHER!" then left.

10 seconds passed by then samantha screamed: WAS THAT WYN?!?!?!?!?

okkkk. he looked so funny.

anyway nothing much has been happening to me lately.

shoutout: FLY ME OFF TO WHERE YOU ARE.





Saturday, April 18, 2009 ~ 10:41 PM
my sweetest mistake.

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,
B
~J. nyaha.

2. Are you single?
~more or less.

3. What is your favourite number?
~8, 14 and 19

4. What is your favourite color?
~black/ red

5. Least favourite color?
~pink

6. What are you listening to now?
~Haru Haru- Big Bang

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
~could use some improvements

8. Are you involved with anyone?
~not telling!!

9. What is your favourite subject in school?
~Dunnoe. school is so boring.

11. Do you have money?

~right now? NADA.

12. Where do you wish you were right now?
~somewhere not here?

13. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? and what would it be?
~ at my nape.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?

~Aye!

Can you do a cart wheel?
~Aye!

Can you touch your toes?
~I manage.

Can you wiggle your ears?
~Nein

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
~why the hell would I want to?!

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?

~yep

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
~and possibly start a fire? SURE!

Did you ever want to be a teacher?
~and lead my students astray? COOL!

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?

~they're ok

Do you own a bike?
~Nein

Do you play the lotto?
~I'd rather do sth more productive with my money/

Do you like watching football?

~if Liverpool's playing.

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?

~Iie.

Does your wallet have any pics in it?
~Aye.

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?

~hmm. my mom?

Last car ride?
~yesterday! at Ern's family car!

Last baby you held?
~Timothy i think.

LAST THING:
What was the last thing you bought?

~can't remember.

What was the last thing you had drink?
~water?

What was the last thing you watched?
~Man Vs Wild

What was the last thing you read?
~ Anne Frank: The diary of a young girl

What was the last thing your hand wrote?
~ In my dream you were perfect

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?

~My aunt

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
~Eric

Who do you miss right now?
~ TAN YI ZHONG. dunnoe why though

Who last hugged you?
~ ahhh. can't remember

CURRENTLY:

What colour shirt are you wearing?
~ yellow

Have any tattoos?
~ Nein

Have you any piercings?
~ Aye.

Straight hair or curly?
~ Straight- ish.

Where are you right now?

~ in my room.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?
~AYE!

Sang in front of a crowd?

~ aye.

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship?
~nope

2. Want a relationship?

~ who doesn't?

3. Wanna get married?
~ considering.

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Random Songs.
2. Food.
3. Someone
4. My aching ass.

When was the last time you really laughed?

~ yesterday when me and grace saw Eric sleeping at the floor.

Do you drink milk straight from the carton?

~ Nein. I drink straight from the bottle.

Who knows a big secret about you?

~ Nein.

How long is your hair?
~ quite long.

When was the last time you sang out loud?
~ the other day.

What did you have for breakfast?
~ Nth. I don't eat that much

Is your birthday on a holiday?
~ It's near Spore's National Day.

What instant messaging service do you use?

~ MSN

Can you cook?

~ Aye.

Did you have a nap today?
~ Nein

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
~ Jeans. sweats make me feel uncomfortable.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?

~ Giordano.

Do you have any regrets?

~ I've got tons.

Do you use an alarm clock?

~ Nah. Alarm clocks never last a night with me.

What's the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
~ Eyes and lips.

Who would you like to see right now?

~ Someone.

Are you a social or antisocial person?

~ Depends on my mood.

Have the cops ever come to your house?
~ Aye.

Do you have a tan?

~ I wouldn't really call it a tan. More like a sunburn.

Ever had braces?
~ Nope

Are you afraid of the dark?
~ Not really.

Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
~what's that?

What's your favourite commercial at the moment?
~ Big Bang's Baskin Robbins CF.

Do you always wear your seat belt?
~ occasionally.

Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for?
~ not telling.

Do you like American Idol?
~ only the auditions.

How do you feel about piercings and tattoo?
~ I'm alright with it.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
~ occasionally

What is your favorite fruit?

~ Not too sure about that.

Does anyone love you?
~ i guess.

Where is one place you want to visit?
~ Spain.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
~ Aye.

Are you a morning person or a night person?

~ night

Are you a forgiving person?
~ not really. i like to bear grudges.

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
~ Nein.

Who was the last person to smoke a cig in your presence?

~ Me.

Are you taller than 5'6?
~ I WISH!

Ever threw up?

~ Aye.

Ever had a crush on a teacher?
~ Aye.

Ever been punched in the face?
~ Aye.

Ever punch someone?
~ Aye. It's a daily routine.





Sunday, April 12, 2009 ~ 8:47 PM
my sweetest mistake.

well it's sunday!!!

ok!! STORY TIME!!

good friday was super duper fun man!!

spent that day with G4C!!

watched "HANDSOME SUIT" in e-hub. FREAKING FUNNY MAN!!

then had this MANLINESS GAME with eugene.

it really didn't have anything to do with me but as long as it gives me a chance to kick eugene's butt i'll take it.

so we had to punch each other's fists continuously until the other quits in pain.

so eugene gave me his so called "punch" and i punch him and he kneeled in pain.

-.- EUGENE GUO YOU'RE SUCH A WUSS.

so had to find a different partner so played with terry.

after terry, kenneth.

and after kenneth was setho.

then played again in the bus with eugene excpet i used my left hand coz my right hand was shaking already.

went back to church and talked to people then went to bedok for dinner.

ok ate ate ate then went back to church.

and then played "BETRAYAL IN HOUSE ON THE HILL" with setho and grace while most of the youth left to eat prata.

I LOST THOUGH.

then played DOA 3 on the xbox against setho.

I LOST AGAIN.

then played against christian and i completely owned him!

so blah blah blah.

so it's night already.

everybody was sleeping except for me, setho, grace, christian and shanice.

we were talking until 6.30 in the morning.

basically we were just listening to people snore.

and bully jervis.

hahaha.

then blah. finally slept but i fell asleep on the trampoline then took setho's bed.

NYAHA.

so yeah.

it was quite fun really.

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT SLEEPOVER MAN!


shoutout: THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO FORGET.





Saturday, April 11, 2009 ~ 3:37 PM
my sweetest mistake.

YAY!!! photos!!!!

basically these are some of the photos taken from last night's sleep over in church.

MOST OF THE PHOTOS ARE IN MY FACEBOOK. THESE ARE LIKE THE "UNGLAM" ONES.

so cute eh!!!miaOW?
SMILE!!!
CHEESE!!
lost and found: child somewhere in Sempang Bedok. Please call 999 if needed.
like old man eh. so satisfied after a satisfactory dinner!!
wah grace!! WHY LIKE THAT!! SETHO SAD YOU KNOW!! lol.
grace's unglam photo.
michelle and rachel's unglam photo.

i'm abit lazy to type now coz haven't slept yet the whole day.

shoutout: THANKS ERN FOR HELPING ME CARRY MY BOOKS THE OTHER DAY!





Sunday, April 5, 2009 ~ 1:33 AM
my sweetest mistake.

i beginning to lose focus of what's seriously important to me.

ok i'm back to lamenting with myself.

I'M SELF-INDULGENT WHAT CAN I DO?

*sigh*

basically all i thought about most of the week was him.

WHAT WE WERE, WHAT WE ARE, WHAT WE COULD HAVE BEEN AND WHAT WE CAN NEVER BE.

the incredulity and appaling irreversibility of what is happening to me cripples me with a pain that often times i choose not to speak at all.

haa.

but then again we do share some commonality among us.

IT'S JUST PURELY PHYSICAL. well for him mostly.

that moment, that day, fills my heart with pure agony yet i can't seem to restrain myself from reliving it over and over again.

haa. just the thought of finally being able to kiss the one i always wanted seems like an accomplishment to me.

I HAVE PICTURED THAT MOMENT- HELL, FANTASIZED IS A MORE APPROPRIATE WORD- FANTASIZED ABOUT THAT MOMENT FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG.

but when it did happen, DAMN.

I HAVE NEVER EVER TASTED SUCH BITTERSWEET KISSES BEFORE.

haa.

WE WERE LOST IN THAT FURY OF PASSION.

*sigh* he's just another scar i choose to keep open.

shoutout: IT'S SO CRUEL THE WAY ONE IS SO HEALTHY, SO ALIVE, SO SEEMINGLY UNDESTRUCTABLE WHEN YOUR LIFE HAD BEEN SO EASILY AND SO RANDOMLY SEVERED.





~ 12:20 AM
my sweetest mistake.

well currently in the state of insomnia.

my relatives came over here for 1 day.

they had a stop over at singapore before going to australia.

YAY!! SAW KYLIE AGAIN!!!

gonna post some photos when i get the chance to *when i'm not so lazy to be in specific*

woke up yesterday coz my cousin kept pushing me off the bed *haaa. my precious bed*

bleh.

nothing much happened while they were here really.

bleh.

ok, what happened this week????

well, i lost my voice completely so i had to write in paper again.

ok blah.

OH YEAH!! i had this very weird dream about SETHO i think tuesday night!

FREAKING WEIRD MAN!!

wahaha. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT INVOLVES A CUP, ME AND HIM *duh*, SOME WORDS AND SOME RESTO.

bleh.

well yeah.

this week was pretty boring.

*sigh*

bleh. boring boring boring.

shoutout: NOTHING FEELS AS UNCOUTH AS ME.







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