let's begin with happened these past three days!!!
MONDAY!! - had my Amaths test!! AND I WAS ABLE TO ANSWER IT!!!!
was seriously happy during that time.
TUESDAY!! - TWEET'S BIRTHDAY!!! had a grand celebration!!
-had that music room incident with nitipat, sammie and eric!! *WOOHOO! only the four of us will know. whehehehe*
-went to eric's house with sammie and totally enjoyed eating dinner there!!!
WEDNESDAY!!! - wasn't able to study much for chemistry test today but surprisingly, THE TEST WAS EASY AND I WAS ABLE TO ANSWER!!
- serious dreaded bio test afterwards... EASY AS PIE!!!
- eric, nitipat and sammie came to my house and we did some stuff.
we were supposed to study physics but ended up playing some cards where everything went serious.
haha.. shan't stress on what happened today in my house because it's only for the four of us.
WAHAHAHAHA.
that was the first time i saw nitipat act like he did... SO CUTE.
loller.
anyway still remembering today and yesterday's incident.
wahahaha. seriously really fun!!
haha... nitipat and eric were like drunkards... so high.
WAHAHAHAHAH!! nitipat's face was so adorable i could barely contain myself...
hehehe... SSSSSHHHHH!!!
shoutout: I LIVE IN A WORLD THAT DENIES MY EXISTENCE.
Sunday, February 22, 2009 ~ 8:42 PM
my sweetest mistake.
wow.
currently watching PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
it's freakin cool man.
My second most fave musical... (first is Moulin Rouge)
wehehehe...
Gerard Butler is hot.
well as usual went to church this morning
today was our activities sunday so erm... had activities for youth.
we played this very fun game where you take another person's shoes then you describe them as they said earlier on.
SHI PEI: (looking at grace's sandals) Hi. My name is Grace? I like manga. (looking at asyraf who has setho's shoes) His name's Setho... NICHOLAS S. (to asyraf) Thanks ah thanks. Now they call me SETHO.
then afterwards played hand ball on the rooftop.
IT WAS FREAKIN HOT MAN!!!
i have never sweated so much in my entire life!!
the sun was blazing so much i could hardly open my eyes.
then afterwards went to have lunch with youth.
TERENCE: eh jem. i didn't know you and justin were siblings. ME: we don't look alike right?? TERENCE: haha. yeah ME: (jokingly) he's adopted TERENCE: (surprised) ha? serious?! ME: haha. NO ASYRAF: idiot!
weheheh...
i'm rather mean now aren't i?
so yeah... went home afterwards then watched Who's Line Is It Anyway?
then i fell asleep on the couch!!
I woke up 3 hours later... EXACTLY!
lol.
anyway i think i haven't studied enough.
focused mostly on differentiation...
*sigh* well all i can do now is pray.
wehehehe.
the movie's getting more and more fun.
wehehe!
shoutout: WASN'T IT ENOUGH TO LET YOU FEEL THE SUN?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ~ 9:38 PM
my sweetest mistake.
cool man!
i haven't blogged in quite a while...
well what happened for the past few days??
nothing much really
MR TAN SAID I NEED TO MAKE "FRIENDS" WITH VECTORS.
haiyah...
today so so tiring man!
we had mr tan from 7.30 until 12 pm!!!!!
OMG man...
then blah blah blah.
had choir today...
alot of people were getting scolded by mrs kwek for not coming...
she was like, "ARE YOU IN CHOIR? DO YOU WANT TO GO FOR SYF?"
wooow....
then blah again.
my right side suddenly became freakin painful so i was singing whilst in pain.
ironically though, I WAS SINGING BETTER THAN USUAL BECAUSE OF IT!!!
then went to the basketball court to fetch ern but then he was playing bball with some of the guys so i waited for him...
I'D RATHER WAIT FOR ERN A LONG TIME THAN GO HOME THAN BE ATTACKED BY OVERLY ACTIVE HORMONAL MEN.
so yeah watched ern play bball and screamed my heart own cheering for him!!!
I'M ERN'S NUMBER ONE FAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahaha.
then ronald, syafiq, and daniel hoon came to school....
RONALD CUT HIS HAIR BOTAK!!!
was laughing at him then he scold me...
aiyoh...
so yeah watched everybody play basketball while time flew by...
so finally they ended and then me and ern went home.
then i fell asleep while i was in the bus then i woke up just in time coz ERN WAS ABOUT TO TAKE A PHOTO OF ME SLEEPING.
evil boy...
anyway blahhh again.
ern bought choco milkshake from mcD.
he kept stepping on the soles of my shoes and it was quite troublesome coz my socks had a hole at the heel *pull too much*
SO YEAH!
now in my house and trying my best to do my homework...
weeeee!!!
ERN: you're crazy lah! you hear things and now you feel things that are inexistent. (is there such a word?) ME: no i'm not!! you did step on my shoe!! ERN: aiyah. yi zhong make you crazy. ME: shuddup. i don't want to hear his name. ERN: yi zhong! yi! ZHONG! ME: shuddup. ERN: aiyah. you don't like to hear his name but your posts are all about him.
ern is irritatingly smart...
*sigh* FINE ERN!!!! I'LL LISTEN TO YOU AND FORGET...
i'll focus my attention to being ern's number one groupie!!!
wehehehe!!
shoutout: HELP ME TO FORGET.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 ~ 9:49 PM
my sweetest mistake.
it's feb 14... blah.
well as everyone knows, today is valentine's day.
as usual i spent it alone...
being called by eugene guo "self-indulgent"
sorry for being so indulgent in myself.
wtf.
then played soccer with kenneth, nick, fabian and jerold.
then came home and the day was totally ruined by my parents.
WTF!!!!!!!!!
haaa...
this day completely sucked.
i think i had something to do with it coz for some effing reason i was so angry the entire day.
i was so pissed seeing so many freakin couples all over the place.
i was pissed coz i spent this day alone again.
*sigh* maybe i am self-indulgent...
well the good thing about this day is that me and nitipat agreed that this day is a worthless day!!
thank you jump for cheering me up!
*sigh*
hopefully tomorrow will be more productive.
shoutout: WONDERING IF ANYTHING WILL GO RIGHT.
Friday, February 13, 2009 ~ 4:58 PM
my sweetest mistake.
woo. it's the thirteenth of february now.
moving on!! *i'd rather not think about the "what-could've -beens regarding this day*
anyway this past week has been awesome!
we had like this course to help us for our o's.
we had it for 3 days man!!
it was fun man!!
our coaches were uber uber cool and funny!
that workshop made me realize alot of things about myself in a way...
WELL HERE ARE SOME VIDEOS/ PHOTOS DURING THE WORKSHOP!!
blah.
today was fun too!!
like during chemistry we were talking about CORROSION.
MS. NUR: Tell me one thing in Chai Chee that is not corroding. (silence) If you can tell me one thing then i will give you a point... HAHAHA. So basically everything here in Chai Chee is corroding. (class laughs) Chai Chee is the best example of corrosion!
after classes we had to stay back coz we were supposed to watch this movie entitled Hotel Rwanda...
it's so cool man...
it like shows us how people really are and what happens when we fill ourselves with so much hatred.
i have really nothing to blog about. wehehehe... JI WON: You and nitipat sometimes look like you two very very close then sometimes you look like you just argued. SUDHANSHI: Yeah!! ME: hahaha. we are only close at night when we're talking at msn. JI WON: hahaha. AT NIGHT AH!!! SUDHANSHI: hahaha!! ME: Waaaahhhh...! two of you ah!!! wehehehe
well i guess that's all i can say.
nothing much that's productive resulted this week.
although i am much more motivated to study now.
*sigh* i miss him so much...
shoutout: HIS HAND... IT USED TO FIT MINE.
Sunday, February 8, 2009 ~ 8:35 PM
my sweetest mistake.
YOU CAN'T SPELL FAMILIES WITHOUT LIES.
well today was ok i guess.
YOUTH ALL THE WAY!!!
i was abit bummed when i left my house this morning coz i haven't had enough sleep at all.
anyway blah blah. went to youth.
guess what we talked about today?!!!!! DATING
wth. what a way to add salt on my wound.
blah blah blah. let's skip that part.
so after youth we all decided to have lunch at ehub.
so yadda yadda.
we were walking right then i told grace that i found terence and nicholas *setho* cute.
BTW!!!! I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING REALLY FUNNY. *for me*
we have two nicholas in our youth right?
NICHOLAS HO AND NICHOLAS SETHO. wehehehe.
ok back to the story.
so yeah i told grace i found them cute THEN SHE WENT AND TOLD THEM YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!
IN FRONT OF ME EH!!!
GRACE: (to terence and nicholas) eh! you know ah. she finds you two cute eh. NICHOLAS: ha? she say what? GRACE: she finds you cute. NICHOLAS AND TERENECE: ohhhhhhh (smiles) ME: NOOOO! don't listen to her!! GRACE: aiyah! she say you're cute you know! say thank you lah!! NICHOLAS AND TERENCE: (simultaneously) thank you.. GRACE: not to me lah!! NICHOLAS AND TERENCE: thank you.
seriously man. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EMBARRASSED IN MY LIFE.
okkk. fortunately there wasn't too much awkwardness.
THANK YOU GRACE FOR LETTING THEM KNOW THAT I FOUND THEM CUTE.
*sigh*
anyway had a serious headache on the way home. *stupid sun blazing down upon me*
BLOODY HELL MAN.
*sigh*
well i've let out all my frustrations in my body.
weeeee. ok maybe not ALL.
i still have some frustrations towards some people.
like like.... who ah... hmmm..
MUFFIN.SHI YUN.*wee. only danah and guanan knows who this person is. dunnoe if they remember* erm ermm. yeah... i think that's it.
i've been angry at alot of people that i tend to lose count and forget about my anger towards them.
i'll only remember when i see their effing faces.
weeeeee.
i seriously don't feel like coming to school tomorrow.
scratch that: I SERIOUSLY DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FOR CHOIR TOMORROW OR ANY OTHER DAY FOR THAT MATTER.
shite man.
God help me to let go of all my inhibitions and live in your way.
*sigh*
I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TO THE PEOPLE I LOVED EXCEPT HURT THEM.
shoutout: WHY CAN'T I FEEL ANYTHING FOR ANYONE OTHER THAN YOU?
Friday, February 6, 2009 ~ 3:38 PM
my sweetest mistake.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously cannot take Duffy's voice!!
it's so freaking irritating!!!!!!!!!!!
BLEH!!!!!!!!
weee.
well yeah obviously i'm home.
didn't stay in school long coz i was very very tired and i wasn't feeling well again.
wooo.
OH YEAH!
eugene called me last night to ask how i was doing and blah.
guess what?! HE'S GONNA BE TEACHING IN MY SCHOOL!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!! omfg. i have to see his uber spastic smile everyday.LOL
bleh. hehehehe. can't wait to call him MR FREAKO on monday.
been talking to nitipat alot these days.
actually i have been talking to him alot since last week.
he's quite fun to talk to.
wahaha. speaking of the devil, last night i was reading some of my diaries from a few years back.
then i read my diary when i was in sec 2.
i was like hopelessly head over heels in love with nitipat during that time *when dinosaurs roamed the earth*
haha. felt so nostalgic remembering all those memories.
weeeee!!!!!!
i remembered two valentine's day ago*07* nitipat gave me ferrero roche.
i was seriously surprised that time.
the whole class caused an uproar because of that.*stupid wyn and azhar. they just had to announce to everybody that he gave me the chocs*
hahaha. thinking back, i liked nitipat for a long time. *FOR REASONS I DO NOT KNOW!!!*
well he was my first boyfriend here in singapore. hahaha!
YES I DID GO OUT WITH NITIPAT!*although we deny all accusations now. hehehe. we have agreed to deny.*
bleh.
during recess i was at yin chia's table then nitipat and danah was revising their a-maths.
i watched pat do his revision and watched him panic.
then i was hugging his stuffed rabbit pencil box *with my beloved totoro!!! I WANT TOTORO!!!*
I ALMOST FELL ASLEEP WHILE HUGGING HIS PENCIL BOX!!!
weird.
anyway i'm gonna stop typing about nitipat because it's weird. freaky.
wehehehehehe. well now, nitipat is like one of my best guy friends in school. *aside from eric and azhar!*
haaaa.
shoutout: AND I LOST YOU YET AGAIN.but guess what.i don't give a fuck anymore.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ~ 8:05 PM
my sweetest mistake.
well, it's been a while.
didn't stay in school for a long time today coz i wasn't feeling well.
blah.
then went home and slept.
i really don't know what's wrong with me these days.
it's like i'm always tired and always so cold and sick.
i've had a terrible cold for a week now.
*sigh*
i'm seriously not built for cold weather.
SORRY ERN! it seems like this post is gonna be about him again.
i didn't realize how tall he was until this morning.
it's either he's tall or 4n1 people are just short.
ironically everytime i look at his class, he always stands out... like literally.
*sigh*
i dreamt about him...
i haven't dreamt about him in days.
i stopped crying myself to sleep so i guess that's kind of an improvement.
i dreamt that i was falling, falling in some sort of tunnel and at the end of it, it always led me to him.
no matter how much i try to run away or no matter what tunnel i fall down to, it seems like the ending will always lead me to him.
oddly enough, everytime i'd "drop by" he'd look at me, smile, and continue on what he was doing.
he'd always lay down a soft mattress for me to fall on as if he knew i was gonna fall down any minute.
i don't know what it means.
i'm seriously confused.
i also dreamt about him and muffin.
both of them hurt me in the most extreme way.
thinking back on the two of them, i realized something.
they were both so keen on starting a relationship with me but once they got bored or they got what they wanted, they'd make an excuse or avoid me just to make me break up with them.
haha... it's so ironic.
even the way they acted when they wanted to break up were exactly the same...
they'd avoid me, say that there's nothing wrong...
in the end all the blame goes to me.
wow... is it me or do i really suck as a girlfriend?
*sigh* well that totally sucks.
bleh.
i seriously have really horrible judgement of character.
it seems i have also overestimated myself.
i thought that by this time i'd be fine already.
i'd have already moved on.
heck. i thought that i won't get hurt by him in the first place.
*sigh* i guess the reason why it hurts so much is because i believed i was incapable of being even more inexorably hurt that i already am.
i let myself believe in the wall of lies i have put up for myself.
bugger...
it bugs me the way he broke down the wall i carefully put up.
shoutout: EVEN NOW I STILL DON'T KNOW WHO TO BLAME.
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