Humanimal. =]

Monday, January 19, 2009 ~ 12:14 AM

my sweetest mistake.

well...

sad to say but we've moved on with our lives.

yup.

it's finally ended.

i'm sad but not that sad.

i guess i was kind of expecting it to happen.

i cried for a while before it happened but when it did happen, i didn't shed any tears.

maybe it's because before it happened, i prayed as hard as i could to prevent it...

but when it did happen, i realized that i shouldn't cry because it's over.

i should smile because it happened.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

i never expected to love someone like this.

hopefully i'll be able to fall in love with someone again.

someone who'll help me pick up the pieces of myself that i've left behind.

TO YI ZHONG. THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE YOU GAVE ME. IT MAY NOT HAVE BEEN LONG BUT IT CREATED A LASTING MEMORY IN ME. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

i'll still continue to love him for now because even if he doesn't feel the same way,

i just want to love him.

it's so cool coz when i was smiling at myself, remembering the times we had, i remembered the song yesterday from Moulin Rouge.

Never knew, I could feel like this,
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more

Listen to my heart can you hear it sing
Tellin' me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you, until the end of time

Come what may, Come what may
I will love you, until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high, no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather,
And stars may collide

But I love you, I love you
Til the end of time, Until the end of time

Come what may, Come what may
I will love you, until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you , I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may, Come what may
I will love you
Until my dying day

so i guess that's kinda my song to him. at the moment.

ok i may not love him till i die.

but hey. we'll see.

i'm really happy i had him.

he was so nice and sweet.

he was the best boyfriend i've ever had.

and it might be hard but i'll get over him someday and he, the same.

but we'll think back and realize that for once in our lives, we completed each other.

*sigh* i'm gonna miss him, that fact i cannot lie.

but there's no point getting hung up over him.

i'll heal in my own pace.

he's not the only fish in the sea. but he is special.

SO THANKS. for letting me go and for healing my wounds with your love.

we did the right thing.

if we didn't do it today, we would've only hurt each other more.