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Sunday, January 11, 2009 ~ 12:06 AM
my sweetest mistake.

If the feeling is gone
Please don't pretend
That you still love me

I can see it in your eyes
And it hurts to admit it.
I can tell that the feeling is gone

All I ask is just a little honesty
Though I know that you're not coming back to me
You know I'd do anything to make you stay
But I just have to let you go if the feeling is gone

There's some sadness in your smile
Though I try to conceal it
I can tell that your feeling is gone

All I ask is just a little honesty
Though I know that you're not coming back to me
You know that I'd do anything to make you stay
But I just have to let you go if the feeling is gone...



*sigh*

he never replied to a single sms that i sent him

it sucks but for some reason i can't seem to stop crying...

it sucks but i can't seem to stop looking at his photo.

i miss him alot but i'm really starting to think he's avoiding me

being paranoid i know...

but i can't help it.

he never replies to my messages,

he never talks to me in school,

he won't even look me in the eye...

i've been hearing alot of stuff about me and him nowadays.

like he's fed up with me or something.

ike he's embarrassed or he's not happy anymore.

is that so?

have i been playing a fool all along?

holding on to something when it wasn't even there?

i just wish he'd show me a sign that he still cares...

i don't trust myself anymore with these kind of things and decisions.

I LOVE YOU. DO YOU?







THAT GIRL
NAME: Jemimah
Age: 19-ish
Email: ask and it shall be given
popped out of my mom on the 12th of August.
don't like my blog? JUST PRESS CLOSE.
i'll tell you what you want to know about me so long as you don't spam, or do anything disrespectful... >< Hit CountersDoes Provillus Work?
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