Sunday, January 25, 2009 ~ 2:18 AM
my sweetest mistake.
WTF. IT'S 2.19 AM AND I CANNOT SLEEP A WINK.ohmygod.
bleh.
i suddenly had an urge not to go for youth later.
there's like an image in my mind where everybody'll be like "jem how ya been holding up?" and all that crap.
i'm not saying that i don't appreciate people's concern.
it's just that
I'D RATHER BE ALONE RIGHT NOW.
everybody keeps telling me to forget him.
SORRY. I CAN'T.
it might be easy for you but it's not fucking easy for me.i'm not you so i can't just fall in and out of love in lightning speed.*i'm not mentioning any names coz frankly, i forgot their names. why bother remembering?*today was such a kick-ass day.
i totally cleaned my room man.
I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA MY ROOM WAS SUCH A HEALTH HAZARD TO ME.maybe it's the reason i haven't been feeling well lately.
so yeah i cleaned it and
i finally found the button of my skirt!hehehe.
now i can wear it again! XP!now i can't stop sneezing.so after that i took a nice long bath and weighed myself.
guess what!!
in addition to the 5 kg i lost, i lost 3 kg more!!!yay!! 1 kg more left!!
hoorah to unsual diets.
the magic of not consuming anything but green tea.wahahaha.
this day *yesterday* is like the first day i've ever laughed so hard in days.i was laughing so hard at my mom when we were going home that i teared up.
she had this really really sudden urge to pee and me and my brother were making her laugh so hard that she always had to stop to laugh.
bleh.
i'm hoping that today will be an improvement.
i want to smile again.
not another fake smile.
just a smile smile.
*sigh*
now talking to nitipat on msn.
haaa.. idiot.
bleh.
he's my idiot.hahahaha.
shoutout:
I FALL TO PIECES NOW.
