Sunday, December 21, 2008 ~ 6:42 PM
my sweetest mistake.
i'm sorry i'm not as perfect as you wanted me to be.
i'm sorry that
i'm such a mistake....sorry i never think about my future.
sorry if i'm so worthless...
sorry if i'm not as smart as my brother...
i know he means more to you than me...
i know he can achieve the dreams that you want and be able to live the life you planned for him...
sorry if i'm such a black sheep...
sorry for being the child that you never wanted...i know you never wanted me and i know you still wish i wasn't yours.
sorry for not being to be smart and such.
sorry for not knowing what i want at times.
sorry for being the reason why your life is such a mess...
i know that it's all my fault...
it's always been and it always will be...SORRY FOR BEING MYSELF.don't worry...
i'll disappear from your life soon.
before long, you'll forget me like everybody else...
you'll be happier that way right?
i know that my mere existence is the cause of your pain...
i was too full of myself...
thinking that i was fighting the same pains and the same fears as you...
