Friday, November 7, 2008 ~ 5:38 PM
my sweetest mistake.
yo! it's been a long time since i blogged!! *anyone miss me? nahhh..*
yesterday was quite awesome..
went to johor *school trip*
so yeah i was inside the the bus sitting next to danah...
we were listening to
98.7 and the djs were sun F.U.N.
so yeah we were at johor.. we ate this
dolly parton pau! it was
friggin huge!!!anyway after that all i can remember was going to this pineapple farm, fruit plantation and this fish- thingy... and had lunch...
so yeah after that got kinda lonely coz danah went with the 3eb people so went back to the bus by myself...
walked there with yi zhong who was ,thankfully, the only person who continued to keep me entertained the whole day!
so yeah me, yuichi and azhar played with some thingies that looked like cherry bombs... smaller and less harmful though...
i only played for a while coz
those two idiots were ganging up on me and kept throwing it towards me...so after screaming defeat, i went back inside the bus and sat beside yi zhong at the back..
so we just talked and blah..
talked to yi zhong, wei jian, nigel, jordy, nizam, kai xiang, and zhi han...
quite fun i guess...
so yeah i eventually ended up sitting beside kai xiang...
we were just talking about some things...
anyway we went to this royal palace museum thingy and we had to take our shoes off...
so being the lazy bum that i was i asked somebody to hold my shoes for me... so kai xiang carried it for me *aaaw... thanks!*
anyway the place was wicked cool in it's own way i guess...
for some reason i got separated from xiang and ended up with yi zhong...
before i knew it we were out already and i didn't have my shoes with me!!
so i waited for xiang and just took some photos with danah and holly at some huge white cup at the garden...
then xiang, benson and nigel came down to where we were..
my pants kept dropping so i asked benson and nigel if i can borrow their belt but they wouldn't lend me... *so mean right?!?!?!*
so yay kai xiang to the rescue he lent me his belt... *yay!!*
anyway we were on our way back to s'pore (still sitting beside kai xiang ok?)
i eventually fell asleep then for some reason wei jian woke me up and they were all just laughing...
ok so i wasn't in a mood to sleep anymore so i didn't sleep until we reached school..
so yeah kai xiang sent me home and blah...
i smsed jian and asked him why he woke me up so he said,
"Lol no la cuz when you sleep your head and kai xiang head going to knock"okk... weird...
anyway everything was quite good i guess except for the latter part..
felt empty and used afterwards...
anyway it seems like muffin used me again and blah...
fuck..
i feel like banging my head to the wall as many times as he used me...
i just can't prevent myself from saying "yes" to him...
so yeah i'm kinda hanging by the edge right now...
i do hope my life will be better soon...
shoutout of the day: I WISH THERE WAS SOMEONE WHO CAN SAY SOME WORDS THAT CAN SAVE ME...
