Thursday, July 31, 2008 ~ 5:52 PM
my sweetest mistake.
well, this is just another sob-story... i guess that's what my life is mostly about...
to muffin... loving you made me lose everything i held dear.this will just be short.
i loved you,
you loved me.
we took the chance to be together.
but it wasn't supposed to be.
we were never fated to be anything more than friends.
but we drew the line and passed through it.
we held each other close
wrapping your arms around me as if protecting me.
i loved you but you used me.
you played with my feelings as if i was something that you threw away after you were done.
my heart ached and i cried myself dry.
it seemed like we were never together afterwards nor did we ever meet.
but we still saw each other but without the right purposes.
loving you made me lose my self, my emotions and everything else.
you deprived me of the love that i wanted from you...
you made it seem like i had to work for your love.
so before i say goodbye i want you to know...
i'll never get back the things you took from me and you the same.
but i'm happy that i got the chance to be your very first.
i'm not saying what it is and why i'm saying this... but...
thank. you. for. showing. me. how. to. cry.hope we'll see each other again in some fated days to come.
