Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ~ 7:42 PM
my sweetest mistake.
the gear wheels...
they turn...
they spin...
with a power i don't have...
the wheels turn...
little by little...
and we move farther apart...
even though i stayed still you moved on.but if this pain is the only thing left in between us...
i'll protect it..
the tears kept on over-flowing...
and i couldn't say anything more after that...
i don't know what this feeling is called...
but amid this yelling and crying, my soul awoke just once...
you're voice has always been echoing inside of me...
but now it seems like a distant sound i've never heard before...
tell me what i'm supposed to do...
what have i been living for...
what am i living my life on for?
to live my life out?
or to die?
i hate the moon...
it saw me crying...
it saw my weakness...
the you, made of amber...
was kind, even in my memories...
you smile then nod...
as a shooting star passes you point your finger...
i couldn't even say goodbye...
leave this raw pain here to stay...
the dreams i dream at dawn are painful...
and when i think my soul has wavered...
only tears over and hover...
the chain that connect us two...
destroyed in the sea...
it will never return....the reason why i hate you
is because you make me sad
the person that makes me weak,
the person that creates sleepless nights,
the person that distracts my soul...
the person won't let me be alone...
if i live searching for tomorrow then i would end up betraying you
hurting you so much left alone in the waves...
i can't commit anymore sins...
the fear that compelled me to run from the darkness.
the rain that i continued to avoid...
for instance, a never-ending story, or creating the night...
like fish in a stream...
so what i mean is...
as long as you're here, everything is going to be alright...
