Sunday, May 11, 2008 ~ 8:52 PM
my sweetest mistake.
haa.. 1st of all HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MOMMIES IN THE WORLD... thank you for your guidance and help...
didn't do much today except torture my mind
gave my mom flowers like i said i would and she was like so shocked*er.. is it the first time i've ever given her anything? i can't recall* but she was happy... HAHAHA!!!
been totally bummed the whole day for no reason at all...
felt so alone and distant to everybody...
haaa... this sucks...
déjeme justo solo porque yo no sé lo que hacer más conseguir alguna paz en mi mentethis sucks... i wish i would disappear from the world and relieve everybody of the burden that is me...
i just wish that... ahhh... let me type in my language: prang feel ko na hindi nman ako needed ng ibang tao so bakit pa ba ko nandito? lhat nman sila meron mga kaibigan na mas mhal nila eh... back-up lang nman ako di ba?
okkk... now i've let out all my heart-aches and burdens...
still have this heavy, hollow feeling...
私は必要とされません、それで、単に死ぬべきですwhat is this hollow space where my heart used to be?
haaa... oh yeah... smsed muffin again... woots!!!
i love you man! you have been such a relief to me...
this is the reason why i didn't want to let anybody know who muffin is... nick's being all emo cause of him..
he's beginning to be sad coz i won't tell him who the fuck is muffin...
i'm sorry darling... i love you but i can't tell you everything...this is just sucky....
