i was pissed off the whole day

reason 1- woke up late and i had to rush to church and EVERYTHING totally fell apart while i was playing the guitar...

reason 2- learned that my flight is on either saturday or sunday... sheesh!!!

reason 3- nick kept calling me pregnant and it just snapped a lot of nerves. i told him to stop but he just wouldn't stop. i got pissed off but i didn't snap coz i didn't want to scream and fight with him coz i already lost my voice. later i'd be blamed for everything again. *as always.. i'm always the one at fault*

reason 4- my goddamn brother just won't fucking stop irritating me. can't he even follow one fucking easy task?!?! SHIT!

it's damn fucking irritating and then at church there was this bitch who said "you have a gaudy face" and fucking walked away leaving me in complete dumbfoundness. FUCK YOU BITCH! GO TO HELL!

if i have a gaudy face then you have a face of a fucking prostitute! bitch!

shit!! this day is just so irritating!

the only consolation i had today was from my two favorite men: BEN AND JERRY and my best friend, my Chunky Monkey ice cream

it's just so fucking irritating the way that the person i expect to run to on this kind of situation would be the reason why i'm in this dilema... what the fucking hell is that?!

dammit!!! everybody's a hypocrite... yes they all are...

nobody goddamn fucking care about me. that's true.

they say that they do but they don't... unless they have an ulterior motive.

i smsed my friends in philippines today and told them that i'd be coming home. i was so happy to have received their messages but they all said the same thing: "WHAT WOULD YOU BE BRINGING FOR ME FROM SINGAPORE?"

what the fuck is that?!?!? you mean all this time they were my friends just because if my fucking money?!?!! what the hell... i never thought i could ever hate myself more than before until today... i hate being an heiress!!! i don't fucking know who my real friends are!!!!

fuck man... ok maybe i'm wrong maybe i'm right but i know one thing for sure: THIS DAY IS THE MOST FUCK-FILLED DAY I'VE EVER GODDAMN FUCKING HAD.

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