Friday, May 23, 2008 ~ 9:55 PM
my sweetest mistake.
hatred is definitely a strong emotion that may or may never be erased...something just happened that made me hate my dad and my brother even more....
my dad called and at first i was quite happy to talk to him but then he wanted to talk to my brother and te idiot told daddy that i didn't want to eat, i don't like to eat and all that shit...
of course my father scolded me for not eating.. he gave me a lecture and it just made me hate him even more because he didn't even bother to listen to my side of the story and then he'd give me that stupid lecture for nothing...
i hate my brother because what the hell is his fucking problem with me?!?!?! if i don't want to eat then it's not his fucking problem!!!!
since when did the two of them bloody cared about me??!?! they never gave a hoot about me about anything but just because i don't want to eat they's think it's their business?!?!
it's none of their motherfucking business whether i eat or not... i get sick then it's my fault! i know it is!!! for all they know i could've finished a whole banquet from where i've been!!!! bullshit!!!
now i can't stop my tears from falling because i'm damn bloody irritated...
my heart is just welling up with hatred,,, i'm just bloody irritated with everything!!!!
why don't they just leave me alone!?!?!?!
