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Monday, May 19, 2008 ~ 10:02 PM

my sweetest mistake.

well, just as the title says, these are 15 reasons why i hate myself

1-the fact that i have a lot of sicknesses
2- i'm so dumb... even a simple exam i can't pass..
3-i can never be as perfect as all those bitches in the world.. i'm always standing out in the crowd
4-some people can be broken yet they still have fun.. but for me, i'm just broken
5-i'm useless... i can't cook, i can't clean.. i can't do anything right
6-when i try to make people happy, i often irritate them and end up being hated by them
7-people make friends with me only because of my money
8-even though i know that my "friends" are there only because of my money, i can't bear to let them go
9-i'm the reason why my brother died
10-i make everybody's life miserable
11-my smile... every smile that i put on it nothing but a mask to hide all the pain that i feel in my heart
12-i'm overly-sensitive to words
13-i'm not as perfect as my brothers...
14-i can never ever forgive...
15-the fact that i breathe... what have i done to make me think that i deserve to live? NOTHING

with these reasons i hate myself even more that before... i'll continue lying to myself and drown myself in memories of the past and escape from reality...

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NAME: Jemimah
Age: 19-ish
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