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Saturday, April 26, 2008 ~ 11:03 PM

my sweetest mistake.

i feel even more down than before...
there's this hollow feeling in my chest and i don't know why it's there
i called nick and then i heard them laughing...
then the hollow feeling became bigger...
it became bigger until i cannot breathe anymore...
they were all so happy while i was being engulfed in this emptiness in my heart...
i hang up because 1. i was disturbing nick 2. i couldn't listen to all their laughter while i was sinking away to emptiness...

i felt like crying... nick regretted coming to my house...
enough to break me to pieces...
i felt like crying but for reasons i don't even know...

i still feel the emptiness now...
it's eating me up inside...
it's draining me of my happiness...

ahhhhh... i'll just let myself sink into my loneliness and unknown sorrow...

THAT GIRL♣

NAME: Jemimah
Age: 19-ish
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popped out of my mom on the 12th of August.
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