Monday, April 21, 2008 ~ 9:28 PM
my sweetest mistake.
ok.. after i wrote my last blog, nick called and apologized and said that it was wrong for him to laugh at me...
i shoved everything aside and told him that i didn't care...
he called me and we talked for hours... it was the best phone call i've ever had..
in the end we said our i love yous and hang up...
it was the same the next morning...
yesterday i was abit down but i had no absolute idea why
even the people from my youth noticed it and they were all so mother hen-like with me...
it was just so weird that nothing could cheer me up..
and then he called and i felt quite happy...
after we hung up, i started to feel depressed again...
same goes for this morning...
i was like so tired the whole day.. *not to mention cold.. freezing cold*
i had chest pains the whole day but i didn't mind it..
at the end of the day, i was so tired i fell asleep on my chair...
and then, nick kissed me...
it was like sleeping beauty when she woke up from her sleep...
then i walked all over the room like i was some huge idiot and he pulled me close and pushed me to the wall and we kissed again...
it was the longest kiss we've ever had... not to mention the most intimate one...
then i smiled and walked and he hugged me from behind...
i loved that hug and that last kiss coz it was just so spontaneous...
i just fell even more in love with him...
now qi feng know also...
haaa... i loved every moment...
then in the bus i was a bit upset coz he didn't hold my hand until like 2 stops before the interchange...
but at least i still got to hold it...
i was like flirting with him the whole day.. didn't think he noticed though...
*i suck at flirting*
anyway, so that's how my day was...
wish everyday was like today..
romantic and spontaneous...
wish i'd wake up soon... i'm tired most of the time...
i feel like i'm sooo.... downn...
