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Monday, April 28, 2008 ~ 7:27 PM
my sweetest mistake.

dear God
can you hear me from up there?
can you see the tears i cry at night?
can they see me from where they stand?
or they just see past me as if i wasn't there?
people look at me but their gaze seem to go through me
i'm a ghost that walks on earth...
secondly, i am in love but i can't seem to show how much i love him
i've been selfish thinking of myself
i want to tell him how lucky i am to have met him
i love him so much...
but i don't know until what extent he loves me
i want to wrap my arms around him not giving a damn about the people around me...
finally, my sickness...
i want to cry as everyday passes as i slowly reach the end of my life...
i don't want to leave my love....
but then i'm but a dot in the world so why should you care?
God... are you scared of your creations that's why you're in heaven?
amen.







THAT GIRL
NAME: Jemimah
Age: 19-ish
Email: ask and it shall be given
popped out of my mom on the 12th of August.
don't like my blog? JUST PRESS CLOSE.
i'll tell you what you want to know about me so long as you don't spam, or do anything disrespectful... >< Hit CountersDoes Provillus Work?
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