Saturday, April 19, 2008 ~ 6:54 PM
my sweetest mistake.
just arrived from school *annual awards day*
went to school with nick..
on the bus he asked me something and i wanted to laugh because he didn't need my permission to do anything he wants...
at school, everybody was like rats scurvying for food..
everyone was in rush mode trying to get everything in tiptop shape before the guest of honor arrived..
the students from Foo Yew High School arrived and the guys were quite cute.. *hahah.. managed to look at them up close*
then i had lunch with nick, eric, jin hyeok and nitipat...
that's when everything ruined my day..
nitipat was like, "why are you here? you have no friends in choir that's why you're here right? you don't have any friends.. hahaha!!!"
then he added, "where's holly? there? you see? she got new friends so you don't have anymore friends!!!"
then to add insult to injury when nick asked why i wasn't wearing any make-up yet, nitipat said, "aiya.. you wear or don't wear make-up you're still not pretty..."
it was like... so hurtful when he said those words...
it totally ruined my day.. i was like so depressed the whole day..
i did fine with my emceeing though...
but at the end of the celebration, i saw nick leaving so i went to him then nitipat once again said, "why are you here? no friends ah?"
then when i told him that i wanted to say g'bye to nick, eric, and jin hyeok he said, "haha.. you see? she no friend so she has to be the one to come here coz she got nobody"
then all four of them laughed at me coz i was wearing make-up...
i just wanted to cry at that moment...
crying now to be in fact..
now my mom is angry at me...
i just want to kill myself because everything is just falling apart...
today was supposed to be the best day i have this month...
but instead, it turned out to be the worst..
