i don't feel the emptiness anymore...

and it's all because of nick...

TO NICK:
i may not be the best girlfriend you've ever had but i try to be the best i can be...
i'm sorry for all those times that i didn't look for your hand when i needed help...
i'm sorry for making mistakes that hurt you even more than it did me...
i'm sorry for being the burden that i am to you...
but i want you to know that i will always love you no matter what...

you told me that you'd be there for me anytime, anywhere...
i'm sorry for ever doubting the love that you had for me...
you've always been the giving one...
you don't mind being sad because of me, you don't mind feeling pain that you shouldn't feel..
you were always there for me from the beginning until the end...
you never left my side and you were watching over me...

i'm sorry if i didn't realize that i didn't need to look far to be loved...
i'm sorry if i've always been selfish...
you said that i should remember that no matter what happens, there'll always be a guy to love me...

for now.. i'm happy to be where i am... in your arms where i belong....
i love you nick and noone can ever change that...
i'm sorry if i just realized it now...

i don't regret knowing you.. because loving you just made me feel even more whole...

i'm not that good with words but i hope that explained everything....

THAT GIRL♣

NAME: Jemimah
Age: 19-ish
Email: ask and it shall be given
popped out of my mom on the 12th of August.
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