Humanimal. =]

Monday, April 28, 2008 ~ 6:40 PM

my sweetest mistake.

i am seriously hating my brother.. he's like damn fucking irritating...
i never did anything to him and he's like screaming at me just because i don't want to tell him something...

ahhhh!!! i want to strangle him!!!

shit shit SHIIITT!!

haaa... i was totally bummed today... bipolar depression kicking in..

samantha was like ignoring me the whole day.. i was totally pissed off coz when she fight with sudhanshi, she always sticks to me, but when they get back on good terms with each other, she acts like i don't even exist...

what the bloody hell am i?! a bloody back-up friend?!?! fuck...

SO MUCH FOR FRIENDSHIP!!!

went to school with nick today... his father went to bangkok so no papa to send him to school *yay bangkok!!!*

he was so sweet today... he noticed that i wasn't myself and he tried to cheer me up... no one's ever done that...

haaaa... didn't kill nitipat and tony today... *too depressed to even care about them*... wednesday... i'd definitely kill them...

mum's still at work... ot ot ot OVERTIME~!!!

i wonder what i'd do if nick had an affair... i'd probably kill him then myself... or maybe just myself...

oh well, i guess i know if that happens...

we had some stupid sexuality talk during our upper sec assembly...

two words: TOTALLY AWKWARD

the woman was like talking about how to wear a condom properly...

shit... i think half the upper sec guys have already been rolling those condoms onto themselves... eeeewww...

kai xiang said that the talk was for me... oh haha... real mature man...

i owe zhi han 2 pringles...

ZHI HAN!!! I DO NOT HAVE SUFFICIENT MONEY BUT SURE... I'LL GIVE YOU 2 CANS OF PRINGLES...
(that's how good i am)

speaking of zhi han... he saw the "burn" on nick's neck and he and grace started laughing and then xian and xiang started laughing as well...

sheesh... haven't these people ever seen a love bite? crap.. well now they have...

starting of exams and i have absolutely no desire to revise my work....

i have no desire or urge to study... nope... none whatsoever...

i guess i'll just start tomorrow since i have no classes tomorrow...

haha... MOTHER TONGUE ROCKS!!!

i am currently in a depressed stage... stupid bipolar depression!!!

i am now suffering from a manic-depressive illness.. experiencing manic episodes...

shit shit shit... first i have THAT illness and now this...

what next????!?!?!?!??!?!?!

ahh.. my life is so complicated that i can't seem to keep track of what's happening to me....

crap... i'll go bang my head or something...