Tuesday, January 25, 2011 ~ 10:04 PM
my sweetest mistake.
This is one of those days that I feel like pulling my hair out, regrowing it again just to pull them out all over.
I can't be what people expect me to be. Everybody expects too much. My mom just insulted my designing (as if she can do any better). It breaks my heart whenever she does that because I am doing my best already. I've practically strained myself for almost a year, juggling work and school and home shit. SCREW MY LIFE.
The upside of my month is my Italian lesson. Seriously, like seriously enjoy it. It's a difficult language but it's very fun to know. HAHA. Cheering myself up sucks.
I can't really say much except i seriously feel like shooting myself in the head now. Like, "Put the gun into hand, pull the trigger now I'm dead". SHIT. I've been watching GLEE reruns the whole days so I'm literally Glee-ful. (lame, i know)
Life goes on and on, but I don't.
