Friday, October 22, 2010 ~ 11:33 AM
my sweetest mistake.
2 MONTHS AND STILL STRONG.
Haven't been updating much coz I seriously don't know what else there is to type. My week, in a nutshell, has been nothing but a bore. Been working breakfast at OPH with Ho-chan. FREAKING FUN! =D Been watching videos of Jeff Dunham and Russell Peters in Youtube as well.
I was reading some of my posts a few minutes ago. I just realized I had better usage of English then. DAMN IT. OH YEAH!!! I FOUND OUT THAT I'LL BE HAVING ITALIAN AS MY CDS FOR NEXT SEM. Opted for Jap (easy pass) but unfortunately got Italian instead. Well I guess it'd be nice to learn some other language as well.
Well it's Friday meaning BOOK OUT!!! YAAAAAAAAAAY! Currently bombarding my ears with load music so as to avoid hearing the thunder. I MISS MY DEAR~ Yesterday was our 2ND month. WEE~
I just realized some stuff regarding him. He's the first boyfriend I've had that I brought home to meet my mom. He's the first boyfriend I've had who actually had dinner with my family. He's the first boyfriend I've had that my mom approves off. LIKE SERIOUSLY! SHE SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY LIKES HIM!!
I have no complaints being with him. Other people are like asking how I'm holding up with him being in NS and blah. Contrary to what they believe, I'm quite fine. Sure I feel lonely every now and then but as they say, "ABSENCE MAKE THE HEART GROW FONDER" and seriously, not seeing him for 6 days (Sunday included) makes my heart SO MUCH FONDER! I can honestly say that I really am happy.
*sigh* So hungry. . . Can't wait to see you again.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 ~ 1:14 PM
my sweetest mistake.
"Girl you're amazing
just the way you are."
*sigh* I'm supposed to be in Sentosa now with the G4C gang but as always I'm the one who never gets the info and shit. Fuck this.
Monday, October 4, 2010 ~ 11:45 PM
my sweetest mistake.
Well, it's 10 minutes to midnight and as always, I am wide awake.
As usual, I'm just listening to my iPod. Just a brief look into myself, I realized how important music has been to me. My family is not exactly the most peaceful and perfect one there is so every time shit happened, I always turned to music.
I'm not exactly exaggerating when I say that music seriously prevented me from killing myself. Even now... *sigh* October has started with nothing more than problems and problems. I'm gonna tear myself dry if I continue crying everyday. Seriously.
*sigh* Fuck this. It's times like this when I need a dad or a mom by my side. But then again, what's new?My dad never wanted to be in the picture and my mom never gave a damn. Hooray, I have the best parents in the world. I may sound selfish every day talking about me, me and me. *sigh*
For once can it be about me and not your problems, your broken heart, your reason why your life is so miserable? I already know it's because of me, no need to keep rubbing it in.
*sigh* Shoot me. Shoot me instantly. Shoot me. I'm already dying inside.
