Wednesday, May 12, 2010 ~ 4:35 PM
my sweetest mistake.
Currently in class right now waiting for my painting to dry.
School is sooooooooooo fun. There's no words that can actually express how enjoyable poly life is. My class is like the COOLEST! We'd like have lunch together, go home together and what-not. It's like we've known each other for so long instead of just 4 weeks.
Currently singing Larger than Life by BSB with my class while they're painting. SEE? Are we close or what??? LOL. Anyway, everything has been okay I guess. Work- wise, I'd rather not talk about it. Work-wise, it's been okay. Things with KM is just plainly going downhill. I'm on a direct train to heartbreaks.
To summarize it all, he's always acting like he's always so irritable with me. The last time I went home with him was like, 2-3 weeks ago? Anyway things have just taken a turn for the worse. *sigh* Either way, I'm moving on. I need to love and be loved by someone who'll accept all of me, all halves of me. Why should I hate myself because I'm not fully Chinese? I don't need his love.
I'm telling myself it'll be okay, when I'm certain it won't be.