It's official: I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM EVEN MORE.

Since I haven't updated in a while I guess it'll be polite of me to just fill in the blanks. Last Monday, (22/3) went out with him. A date, if you may call it. Met up with him @ around 8-8.30 pm @ Bishan (Junction 8) to watch "How to train your Dragon in 3D".

It's a kiddy movie but surprisingly enough oodles of couples were watching it. There was absolutely no sign of kids in the theater. Oddly comical if you ask me.

After much contemplation we decided to meet up with Asri and go drinking (Ooh-la-la). Got drunk as always but was fortunate enough to have him take care of me. Went to Ruyi afterwards coz forgot to bring my house keys and he didn't want to go yet.

At RWS, we had our "super romantic yet neither one of us had the courage to make any sense of it" moments. We sat down at Waterfront just in front of the harbour to pass our drunken states. Our arms would be linked together, I'd fall asleep with my head on his shoulder, his head on mine while the cool sea breeze slowly rocked us to sleep in that dim-lighted place (it was 3 in the morning).

Surprisingly, he even sent me home. LIKE TO MY DOORSTEP ALL THE WAY IN TAMPINES WHEN HE LIVED IN BISHAN!

After that day we just continue having our "seriously, it's so romantic I can't believe you're not taking this chance to do something" moments. No words can ever express what it's like being with him everyday.

If only I took that chance I had at the Waterfront to tell him how I felt. So many people have already told me that it's mutual. Still racking my brains as to how exactly is it mutual. But still... Must take the chance....

And his name is Goh Kher Meng.

well insomnia has, as always, kicked in.

can't sleep entirely.

thinking about too many irrational things.

hmmm... okay! UPDATES!

met up with fuwei, eugene and asy to go to work @ Club Chinois.

upon stepping inside, i remembered the promise i made to myself: TO NEVER EVER RETURN TO CC.

i like working with dennis but i'm not much of a fine-dining kind of person.

some are nice though.

anyway, throughout the night fuwei, eugene and me were saying how much we were beginning to love banquet more and more.

anyway, at around 10.30 left to change and the three of us went to ruyi to work the night shift with kher meng.

the four of us kept talking about nonsense then me & KM would go to our "EMO CORNER" (the spot infront of the ice machine) and talk.

speaking of the ice machine, i kena lay egg again. MEANING: the ice machine, once again, dropped a whole block of ice on my hand while i was taking ice.

i was so shagged the entire night i sat down @ the emo corner and fell asleep.

the boys didn't wake me up coz they knew how tired i was so pretty thankful to them.

then went to bagus to eat breakfast and cabbed home with KM.

worked@ OPH as usual and was in the same side station with ho-chan, vic, and my bitch (fu wei).

nothing memorable happened actually.

woke up early to go to church then went home to sleep then went to work.

met up with fu wei and eugene to eat dinner.

happened to meet jun wei otw so the 4 of us ate @ Fish&Co. in ION.

partnered with jun wei *again*

couldn't move around much coz my leg was seriously painful the entire night.

then somewhere during the 7th course cried coz of frustration.

got scolded by lin jie and hua jie coz andy picked up my food for me when he's not supposed to.

got super angry coz i was being scolded when i never asked him to.

went to my side station angry then yeah.

ho-chan asked what was wrong so i told him.

cried while keeping a smile plastered coz we were facing the guests.

didn't talk to anyone else the whole night except for him and my bitches (FW and eugene)

had supper/breakfast@ McD with mummy, zhi xian, wei ling, billy, remus, lin jie, jessica, qi wen, ho ming, and xuanwei.

qi wen kept patting my head and what not.

oddly enough kind of liked it. *i'm weird i know. i like it when people pat my head or scratch my neck. call it KITTY TRAITS.*

*sigh*

so basically that's it.

bought new guitar strings today as well as guitar maintenance accessories.

i was re-stringing my guitar and apparently i strung it too tightly without noticing that it snapped.

fortunately it's only $7.

shoutout: IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, HE'S ASH, I'M PIKACHU AND YOU'RE JUST THE POKEBALL.

went home after watching Alice in Wonderland to go to church.

in the end, I OVERSLEPT AND WASN'T ABLE TO GO.

was seriously damn shagged.

then went to work.

was partnered with jun wei.

'twas quite fun... =)

afterwards did OT as always and everybody started teasing me because of remus.

*sigh*

so basically everybody knows. TT_TT

even mummy keeps teasing me.

*sigh*

i'm essentially happy.

*sigh*

currently smsing *ahem* kher meng.

SERIOUSLY. it seems like every free time we both have, we're smsing each other.

gasp. i see JJLin on tv. -__-

*sigh*

shoutout: YOU DON'T NEED TO BE A ROCKET SCIENTIST TO KNOW HOW I FEEL.

okay yeah, seriously dunnoe what's with me and my emo headers but yeah. THERE YA GO BABY!

just reached home from work...

went to watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND with vyennus, mummy, asy, zhi xian, weiling, ho ming, viknesh, and zhi hao.

it was okay i guess... most definitely not my type of movie but i'd give it a round of applause for the presence of johnny depp and helena bonham carter. *claps*

was smsing kher meng throughout the movie so was pretty elated.

we've been smsing each other alot these days.

he's so freaking hilarious at times.

anyway did bar at work today.

totally enjoyed it!

hehehe...

what else is there to say?

nothing much entirely.

*sigh*

i seriously need the time to relax but remus won't let me.

i wasn't supposed to work sunday function but he still want me to...

*sigh*

well shall update *hopefully more interesting things* soon!!

shoutout: STOP THINKING I LIKE YOU COZ I DON'T... ANYMORE.

*sigh*

life at home truly is infuriating.

after 2 weeks of hardly being at home i thought i'd finally have something to do yesterday *since it was my day off*

*sigh* well monday was truly fun.

did OC with zhi xian, mummy, vyennus, ruilian, ho ming, asyraf, fu wei, weiling, celeste, and matthew.

met up with asy, ho-chan, fu wei and ruilian @ redhill mrt station then called remus to ask where we're going.

so because of his wrong directions, we walked around eating mr bean pancakes for 20-30 minutes.

wtf.

then blah blah did the catering event.

afterwards talked to the barman who spent 9 years in US so yeah.

went back to OPH where we threw shaved ice at matthew as an early birthday bash.

remus brought out 3 jugs of beer so yeah. people drank...

eventually got bored so decided to sms kher meng who actually replied.

hahaha...

kept him company the entire night while he was working @ ruyi.

*sigh*

what else is there to say?

personally-wise, i'm still caught unaware with this ever palpitating feelings of mine.

everything's gone too haywire... family, friends, work, relationships & blah blah.

*sigh* shall update again when i have the chance to.

shoutout: WHY CAN'T I FEEL ANYTHING FOR ANYONE OTHER THAN YOU?

been too pre-occupied with work that i don't even have time for myself.

just came back home.

didn't go home for like 1 day coz was too busy working.

worked at midnight shift@ ruyi (@ resort world sentosa) friday night, then come 7 am, there weren't anybody there yet so me and kher meng decided to OT until the morning shift people came.

went home at around 9 and arrived at around 11++. talked to my mom for an hour, bathed and cabbed down to OPH @2 to do setting. then worked till 12++ then proceeded to ruyi again with mummy and zhi xian to do midnight shift.

afterwards, went to mummy's house coz he wanted to bathe so yeah, cabbed down to serangoon.

so yeah, went to mummy's house then we went back to OPH at 9 to do set-up.

fell asleep at the office there while listening to remus talk. -.-

then blah blah, did banquet again. then afterwards was supposed to do OT but fell asleep at the office again while talking to remus.

then mummy they all woke me up then proceeded to cineleisure to watch movie~!

me, andy (mummy), vyennus (spring onion), julian, asyraf (bubble man), ho ming, weiling (predator), and fu wei stopped over at shaw house to eat dinner @ pepper rice. then billy joined us after a few minutes...

proceeded to cineleisure to watch DEAR JOHN.

it was only nice to watch coz channing tatum was there.

then went home.

*sigh*

well i guess that's basically all i can say, CURRENTLY.

shoutout: I DON'T KNOW WHO TO GO TO.