Thursday, March 26, 2009 ~ 8:09 PM
my sweetest mistake.
my existence seems oblivious to everybody around.
they pass by me as if i'm not there.
i scream and shout yet my cries do not reach their ears.i cry out yet my tears do not touch their hearts.i look around, stumbling, looking for- possibly, salvation from the hell i trapped myself into.it never occurred to me that i could still make the wrong choices which can still hurt me.
i would've held on to my faith but i chose not to.he then approached me and i looked into his eyes, hoping to see my reflection in them
yet all i could see was the emptiness i had in me.his tears fell like a crying child yet he never faltered to look at me.
i held on to him, clinging for life.
he flinched at my touch, his tears burning me in turn yet i had no urge to let go of him.
he smiled me a sad smile and walked away.
i ran desperately after him,
shouting his name even though it hurts.
but just like everyone else, he could not- and will not, hear me.
my feet bled as i ran after him, scathed by the hard ground.
my heart pounding as eyes looked at me menacingly.
i stopped and realized what i couldn't before.
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I CAN NEVER CATCH UP TO HIM.i fell to the ground, pain piercing my heart.
i shouted to the heavens yet even they won't open their gates to me.too many mistakes were made.
too many things lost.
and as i gasped my last breath, thoughts of his still flooded my mind
alas, i failed to be human.
shoutout:
WHAT ONCE WAS WHOLE, FALLS INTO PIECES.
