Friday, January 30, 2009 ~ 9:19 PM
my sweetest mistake.
alright! haven't updated for quite a while
there wasn't much to say coz i don't think there was absolutely anything interesting that happened this week.
well
DADDY'S HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and now i have a fridge filled with chocs!!!!!!!!!blah.
it's really fun to wake up in the morning and be able to eat breakfast.
HEHEHE.
well i had a fever on wednesday then i forced myself to come to school on thursday.
PE just eventually made it worse.
freak man.
WHO THE HELL HAS PE IN 3.30 IN THE AFTERNOON?!!
worse still we had to play rugby, meaning running around the field.
just randomly ran here and there.saw HIM.
pretended to be happy and all that crap.
worked though.
then went to parkway to meet holly, bianda and christle to go to terminal 1 to send jody off.
then blah blah blah...
JODY FLEW TO AUSTRALIA...*sigh*
gonna miss her alot.then forced myself to come to school today because of that friggin chemistry test.
once again nothing much happened today.
came home then fell asleep.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
*sigh*
the funny thing about this week was I DREAMT ABOUT NITIPAT TWO TIMES!!! last night and this afternoon!!!!FREAK MAN!
of all the people to dream about why him?BLEHHH
i'm starting to feel really really numb nowadays.
like
it's so easy to plaster a smile on my face and effortlessly execute such a perfect laugh.
I'M A LIAR.
i con people to think i'm fine when i'm not.
it still hurts to see him.to see him smile.
see him talk to other people.
to see him effortlessly forgetting all about me...*sigh*
when will i ever learn?
all my boyfriends in 2008 broke me in their own way.why did i think yi zhong would be any different?
*sigh*
this just proves to show that i have horrible judgement of character.
funny ain't it?
shoutout:
SOMETIMES GOODBYE IS A SECOND CHANCE
