Wednesday, August 6, 2008 ~ 1:39 PM
my sweetest mistake.
happy birthday nick!blahhh...
this week has just been so damn infuriating..
yesterday garce told me that there has been a rumor spreading out to the sec 3 level.
FOR YOUR INFORMATION I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH WYN!!!!what the hell is that?!
he's just my friend and i haven't even seen him since february 14 when he came to school to give mrs tan chocolates!!!!
what the hell...
then today during our maths test my damn calculator suddenly won't on and i had no way of calculating all my equations!!!!
what the crap!!!
i did all my equations halfway..
i did the solutions but no answers...
WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dammit...
this day just can't possbly get any worse...
maybe this is God's way of saying that i don't deserve a break in life...
that i must always be miserable...
i know i'm very mean in saying this or that it's wrong to say this at all but...
i'm losing faith...i can't hold on anymore...
sometimes i'm even scared that i'd just jump down a building or stab myself with a knife or something...
crap...
i don't know what to do...
every road i take seems to take me deeper and deeper to my mistakes...
i just don't know what to do...
show me the way so that i may have the will to go on...
